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it has been forever since i have posted in my journal here. i think the last time i posted here, from looking at the last entry, was right after cara and i broke up. since then things have changed. in my life, in many ways. i had a new girlfriend named shannon, decided i was going to branch military police or military intelligence, received a scholarship with the army, and have decided to move to knoxville and attend college at the university of tennessee, thanks to the united states army. i took the initiative to look into bettering myself and was offered a scholarship with the vol army at UT. so i am going to transfer down there this summer, after i get back from LTC at Fort Knox in kentucky and start working on my masters at UT while doing army rotc. i am excited! things are looking up. also, in regards to cara. she had a new boyfriend within 2 weeks of us breaking up. turns out, the guy was a nice fella. however, she couldnt get over me and she willing admits it, so they consequently broke up. i got a new computer. i got a new bike. and i have been ever so busy with graduate school. i have met tons of new people since cara and i broke up and have formed new relationships. and when i move to knoxville, even more will form. oh yea, i got a new iPod too. a new Nano! now my next purchase will be a mac computer. i feel like i am updating from a lifetime ago, but its just been too long. i did some remodeling to the blog and i think it looks nice. tomorrow is going to suck for 2 reason, one which takes precedence over the latter. i have an exam to complete, which i have even started on, and there is no NASCAR. that exam is going to take forever and i am really not prepared to type all that shit out on it that i am going to have to. the works cited page is going to SUCK to say the least. so that being said, i am going to go to bed for a few hours after a shower at 0341 hours. briefly, USC got beat tonite by UCLA which was great. Arkansas got beat by Florida sadly, and Hawaii lost by 3 to Oregon State. All in all it was a good day. its good to be back in the saddle again so to speak. |
i am absolutely furious with computers tonite. It took me damn near 9 hours to get a final exam done on my computer. not the laptops fault... it is the damned free program "open office" that cheap people (me) can download for free and it works with microsoft office as a converter so to speak.. it is compatible, so to speak. i got the stuff typed out here in about 5 hours and then went over to the lab and it started trying to start world war 3 with me! i had to get on 3 computers and do all kinds of crazy re-editting and stuff to get it right. took me forever! i was livid to say the least! but i finally got it. i know its not A material but i am hoping to get a B out of it. i am just ready for this shit to be over! i am so sick of school. the MAT program is WORK! dont be fooled. they are not giving MAT degrees out like candy from ETSU thats for sure! i talked to cara for like 2 hours today. we have been chatting alot lately. i think she likes me guys, haha. cara if you read that, just chuckle... ok? ahhhh lets see.. what else on my daily report do i need to fill in on...... no NASCAR!!! gah i hate that. sundays were for nascar and i watched every race. but they will start back up in february so thats not too far off... i am ready for it... football, another good sport thats burning up the airwaves. there are going to be some great games on this year.. its bowl time and i love watching all the bowl games, even the small bowls. sometimes, they are the best games! well thats all i have for tonite.
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Gather the horses boy Summon the men Say your last goodbyes to the women and children There is fighting here to be done Houses of pleasure and houses of pain Down here in the low they seem one and the same And there is a battle here To be won You've got to ride on Let the people say what they want You've got to ride on Let the people say what they want about you Lock, stock, and barrel shot One smoking gun And enough anger in you to hurt someone And there is a battle here to be won You've got to ride on Let the people say what they want You've got to ride on Let the people say what they want I get the message And it breaks my heart in two And I try to Ride on... let the people |
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I want to cry but I ain't got the guts I sit and stare but I ain't thinking about much besides you And the simple things we used to do When the dust settles and the winds subside Would you help me rip this thorn from my side We'll drive it deep down into all our failures in life Oh baby, baby, baby This is your song When you're lost in that house You can't make it there on your own I look out the window I found our star I tell ya, this ain't what we wished for Without you It's a sleepless night what can I do Well the questions come easy but the answers hit hard I try to turn but its circles and stars Without you And the simple things we used to do Oh baby, baby, baby This is your song When you're lost in that house You can't make it there on your own Most times the sun comes up and I go down To dream my days away And when the sun comes up and I go down The good in me should say Oh baby, baby, baby This is your song When you're lost in that house You can't make it there on your own Baby's song |
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I'm looking for a simple kind of life Slow and easy A life that won't bring me down I'm looking for a simple kind of love But it ain't no bed of roses in the lonely little town Could you tell me how it's supposed to be Because between you and me Nobody cries when I leave They tell me you should try to believe When it hurts like hell, This too shall Pass me through the stars to a simple kind of faith And put me up in heaven with a Burnside settin' down I'm looking for a simple kind of touch But it ain't no bed of roses in this lonely little town Tell me how it's supposed to be Because between you and me Nobody cries when I leave They tell me you should try to believe When it hurts like hell, This too shall I've got so much love to give and I can't get it out of my head You should know by now My heart has love You should know by now Nobody cries when I leave They tell me you should try to believe When it hurts like hell This too shall |