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meshmdz if we could... - Subscribe

Who's it gonna be?
You or me?
I'm the one who's looking
And you're the one I see,
Is this meant to be?

Are you alright?
Are you okay?
You know I never thought
It would end this way
There'll be brighter days
When I see you smile again.
You'll be mine again...

If we could fly away
To a place with no yesterday
Maybe we'd find a way
To erase all tomorrow's pain
All this pain

Who's it gonna be?
You or me?
I'm still lookin but its gettin hard to see
If this is meant to be.

And are you alright?
You're doing okay
You know i never wanted
To leave you this way
There'll be brighter days
When I see you smile again.
You'll be mine again...

If we could fly away
To a place with no yesterday
Maybe we'd find a way
To erase all tomorrow's pain

If we could fly away
To a place with no yesterday
Maybe we'd find a way
To erase all tomorrow's
With all this pain

If we could Fly away...

...with all this pain.

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Mood: organized

meshmdz reformatted laptop May 2nd, 2006 11:39:07 pm - Subscribe

well moody and i have been reformatting this piece of shit for the past 3 hours.. hopefully things will work better. this things was dying because i think it was getting hot. i hope it was because i had a virus... now i dont have shit. i lost alot of music and all but i will get in back in due time. time to start surfing the net. peace

mesh

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Mood: sinister
Listening to:: augustana

meshmdz FWP May 5th, 2006 1:42:34 am - Subscribe

well a firearms forum that i started about a month ago has somehow disappeared. this is beyond me. i cannot figure it out..

today i went to morristown and took the police test at the city hall there. beautiful municipal building. i was impressed.

i am currently in the process of going to grad school and getting certified to teach and coach track & field. this will be a good fall back plan if the whole police thing falls though. i am really wanting to be a police officer and i have always wanted to be an officer, however, recent bullshit is prohibitting me from attaining that dream. and i mean BULLSHIT. hopefully, it will all fall down and things will get back to normal here before too long.

i am also looking for a new job as we speak. i am so sick of panera its not even funny. the only cool guy there is the guy who hired me, greg. he is a glock fanatic and we share alot of the same thoughts on life and various other things..

cara was nowhere to be found tonite. i called her twice & she didnt answer me for some inapparent reason. its beyond me.

bed----------

-x- mESH

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Mood: livid
Listening to:: RADFORD: therapy (i dont need you)

meshmdz ANYTHING May 5th, 2006 8:08:28 pm - Subscribe

I could say that I'm sorry
That I was to blame
It'd stop us from fighting
But it won't numb the pain
It's safe that were broken
And it's all that you can see
But if I picked up the pieces where would you be?
I will walk while you, you will run
I'm tired I will go on cause I would do anything
To just make it right
The letters you wrote me swallowed my pride
So while you keep your secrets but I'll open wide
And you must know it looked like your ready to fly
Your crate and your freedom so why should it matter
Cause I will walk while you, you will run
I'm tired but I will go on cause I would do anything
To just make it right
Cause I will walk while you, you will run
I'm tired but I will go on cause I would do anything
Cause I would do anything, anything
I would do anything to just make it right
To make, just make it right
To just make it right
Cause I have done everything to make it right
To make it right
But I'll be alright without you...

-Jonathan Mead

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Mood: insatiable
Listening to:: anything by radford

meshmdz once were May 5th, 2006 11:21:47 pm - Subscribe

walking a blue sky's blissful mile
is a way i find my time spent on the while.
seems that love is in constant retrospect
and longing is blissful introspect,
because once were is how you are in my mind
and still are is how i know your thoughts are a crime.
wishing on the past nostlagia of ohio skies
washing away days of answers and pointless whys..
thinking back on anything and blue eyes lost that night,
nostalgia is gone with your once were and a pointless fight.

-mesh

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Mood: ignored
Listening to:: something by matt nathanson