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meshmdz Dead Poet's Society - Subscribe
i bought this film a few months ago and havent sat down and watched it until right now. so i am sitting here in bed, after a nice shower, watching Dead Poet's Society. R. Williams is stellar. you cant go wrong with him. the film, thus far, actually makes you want to be a teacher... funny that is coming from me because my father is a teacher. ironic. it is pouring outside and i can hear the sporatic, speeding traffic flying down south greenwood drive @ 1241am. i can vividly hear the filthy street water being parted by the worn tire threading on the bottom of the flying cars. at times when i try to sleep, i find it hard to drift into sleep, due to these same occasional noises.. they are currently interrupting my movie. angry.gif moreover, i have to work tomorrow for the 6th day in a row! i am supposed to go work with crowder and help him put up some lights but i am not going to be able to because i have to work at panera and i hate it. its just beyond all of the employees there because they cant see it the way i do... a college honors graduate making sandwiches and salads for a living... if i were 18 or 19 and in college, ok. but after you have graduated, and all you want to do is become a police officer; i mean shit. give me a break. oh well, i am over it... i am ready to move. i am thinking about moving to knoxville, tennessee and lving near cara and going to UT and getting my masters or possibly going to law school. but i still want to pursue my dream of being a police officer... i dont know, i am confused... i wouldnt mind being a teacher though... and coaching track and field or baseball.. i can always move down there and still apply to other places... i just wanna move out of johnson city and get back closer to home.. knoxville is a good town. there is nothing left for me here and it is time to move on and upward... i got a letter today from the asheville police department in asheville, nc. so i am going to go do there and test on april 6th and take my PT test. hopefully that will go well... hell, maybe they will hire me.. who knows. tounge.gif it is time to try to finish this movie and go to sleep. work sucks and comes too early... sad.gif


check out this link. this is eronious!!! angry.gif

Congress Told of ATF Seizures, Threats to Gun Buyers
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Mood: unsettled
Listening to:: no song, i am watching DEAD POET'S SOCIETY

meshmdz 6 days straight Mar 14th, 2006 11:40:36 pm - Subscribe
i worked for 6 days straight and tomorrow i am OFF! feels great! then this weekend, i am going to florida with cara for spring break. i get paid on thursday and we are leaving on friday. it should be a good time. happy.gif god bless.

i will probably post something else later. peace
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Mood: irreverent
Listening to:: concentrate by modern day zero

meshmdz this is maddening Mar 15th, 2006 6:10:52 am - Subscribe
i was just surfing the internet and came across this link.

http://www.usdoj.gov/ag/moussaouiindictment.htm


i was at yahoo's website and saw something about how the 20th hijacker was trying to beat the death penalty. i could be an attorney and be a good one, and defend anyone without fear or favor, based on their charges. however, one person i would not and could not defend would be one of the hijackers on 9.11.2001. the thought of what they did comes to me everyday and makes me want to puke. i see those worthless human beings boarding our american flights with the sole intention of killing my fellow countrymen. and the feeble punk bin laden behind it all gets to me more than any of them. he and all the others are the epitome of pussies. doing something and then killing yourself before you can face the consequences is how i define someone being a pussy. and all of these people (sadly they are called that) are just this. they hate our way of life and all we cherish. people in this country fight over race, social welfare, money, etc, when all the while, there is a bigger fight worth fighting out there. and that fight is based on the islamic fundamentalists that want to kill us all, and would do it without thinking twice. those terrorists have one thing right.. americans do have their priorities in daily life mixed up to some extent. we sit around and fight over the things listed above and get mad because we cant buy the latest SUV or iPod and think life sucks because of that. how rediculous. we should all be joining hands as patriots and standing arms-locked against these worthless people that deserve to die for what they have done and continue to conspire to do to us all and our wonderous nation. democrat, republican, socialist? who cares. we are all americans and it is high time that we come together and get over the small things and stand together and fight the bigger fight; terrorism that is being planned today and will come to us in the near future, just as none of us thought 9.11.2001 would.. sadly, that day will come again someday and i dread it more than anything. that is why i want to get into law enforcement in some way, to do what i can to protect my country and my fellow citizens that build and make up the USofA. those who dont wish to stand with me are trash to me. i pay them no mind. while not denying them what they are given via their rights, if they are citizens here, i will not let them get in my way. the article above is worth reading. the DOJ did a stellar job in preparing it for online reading and it fully tells us all about what all went on and has transpired behind our backs. ironically and disgustingly enough is the money transactions that they logged. they were all from the united arab emirates!!! and dont you remember, Bush wanted to turn over and SELL 6 of our ports to that country who without a doubt funded 9.11!!!!! george bush is a moron and has no right whatsoever to be the leader of this nation. he is a terrible president. mark my words, he will go down as one of the worst in this nation. i cherish my right to say that too. but there is nothing that he has done to help this nation. NOTHING. not one thing he has done has brought any positive returns to the USA. he hasnt made us safer. he has only opened the hatred toward us all on a world-wide scale. he has thrown us into 2 wars that we arent winning, sadly. gas prices are up higher than they have ever been. public education is deplorable. the economy sucks. the military recruitment is at an all time low. the environmental policies are being slashed everywhere here in this nation for monetary rewarding practices for business. jobs pay not even 6 dollars an hour. the US dollar is losing value worldwide. americans are losing seocial security that have paid into it all their lives. and yet 60 million americans vote for this man!!! eroneous!!! on all counts. john kerry may have not been the best candidate but he was hands and feet better than Bush. bush doesnt meet the qualifications to have the job of the fine men and women that work to protect his; USSS agents. Bush cant even be a police officer because of his DUI charge and cocaine use. and THIS MAN is the leader of our great nation.. it is sad. the good news is that we dont have to be lead by this moron for much longer. in 2008, a democrat will be elected and no one with any level of intelligence will deny that. not after the hell bush has caused this country. how could anyone ride around with a "W" sticker on there car? it is embarrassing. but beyond all that, we need to join arms and stand against the terrorism that is being confederated against us all. there is a better way to combat it though and it is NOT the way bush is doing it.
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Mood: disturbed
Listening to:: "pieces" by prime sth

meshmdz Chinese SKS & a GLOCK 26, 9mm Mar 16th, 2006 6:15:37 am - Subscribe
well i was off from panera today, which was glorious. but i did work for 6 hours at crowders, my second job. i love working there. working around guns is my favorite thing to do these days. we bought a Chinese SKS today off some old man and i am going to go tomorrow to buy it. i am getting a good deal on it and i cannot wait to bring her home! i am going to go shoot it tomorrow at point blank. gotta show my boys, greg and mark.

i went to pigeon forge tonite to see mom and dad and we had a lovely dinner at ruby tuesday. i love that restaurant. me and cara are leaving to go to the beach on friday morning. i am soooo excited! our first vacation together! its gonna be fun and equally hot. happy.gif i cant wait. time to shower and hit the sack.


here are some pictures of my Chinese SKS!! cool.gif


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CANT WAIT TO MAKE THE BARREL IN THIS BABY SMOKE!!!!!! cool.gif


oh yea, i had to post this because it is just HILARIOUS!!!!
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Mood: special
Listening to:: if you go

meshmdz no SKS today Mar 16th, 2006 11:35:25 pm - Subscribe
well i didnt pick my SKS up today because i had to save a bit of cash for the beach... i couldnt take the SKS to the beach! so i mean i told crowder i will pick it up when i get back and get some more money.

i got off work early tonite! it was great! now i gotta pack, at some point tonite, for the beach. i need to go get something to float on and get some swimming shorts, sad i dont have any isnt it... maybe a cooler with some beer. haha. cool.gif
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Mood: sexy
Listening to:: "train" by flipsyde