hugs are nice :)
Date: Nov 16th, 2005 6:43:42 am - Subscribe
first up,
dad's home again
what a world we live in
Heart attack one day, back at home 3 nights later
seems fine
his going back to hospital to get somemore things cleared in a few weeks. they got rid of the one that caused the actual heart attack but they spotted a few that could end up getting bad. cause of whatever reason they just got rid of the urgent one and advised him to get elective surgery to fix the rest.
In other news...
I think im sort of with Emma (cording to my friends anyway) which makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. (yeah...tis kind of over my weird infatuation with Cara, I think i actually have something with Emma 
)
lol, i had a talk with Chris today and apparently people started thinking i liked Emma last friday.
To last firday! *travels back in time*
forgot exactly what i was thinking, but durring recess at one point she walked past with Clare and i just put my arms out and we hugged.
then twice more random hugs durring lunch time
Then yesterday i was kind of bummed at lunch and just sitting there not doing or saying much.
Eventually pete found me had a pretty good idea of what i was thinking about, then started cheering me up by doing this dumb little angel and little devil on my shoulder thing (for some reason the devil sounded like gollum) telling me to ask 'her' (pete had no idea who i had developed a crush on) out then the little other dude was like ' no man, i'll look like a dickhead. what if she says no' and crap like that
as amusing as it was, at some point i saw Emma and kind of ditched Pete to sort of just run up to her and embrace her in a hug that apparently a few people noticed (we was like hugging/holding each other and talking so no one else could hear ya see)
What seemed to catch peoples attention a bit was also Rachel's comment that she had never seen me hug anyone before (fair enough, im not a hugely touchy person...usally)
um yeah, from there Pete seemed to be enjoying telling everyone that we were together.
I think the oddest thing i heard was Barker thinking that we had being together for a while and had already gone out and junk.
lol, not that i mind...I deffiently am fond/in greeat like with Emma.
Who's Emma?
Emma's nice, cute in her own Emmaish way, red/brown hair, glasses, she's in my history class and for once i actually feel i can talk to the girl i have a crush on (as opposed to feeling like an idiot)
And just holding her in my arms is one of the greatest feelings ever
lol, after school yesterday i saw her and she was like, 'do you that everyone thinks we're together?'
at that point it think i made a dumb mistake and tryed to explain that it was all just petes doing. Then she asked if we could just pretend we were for everyone. and me being a complete idiot and not thinking was like thats not a great idea
yeah, smooth....today, after telling Horner that, even he was like. Yeah that wasn't the best idea. Should have just done it to have some fun at least.
see, cause i know i like her, but i wasnt sure weather she liked me. And i didnt wanna get into a situation where we were pretending to like each other and have me actually being the idiot who actually was fully into her.
i hate hindsight...
while it may just be wishful thinking there's quite the chance that she was just offering the idea as an excuse for us to hang with each other more (which im all up for )
meh,
I'll talk to her tomorrow! (and undoubtedly throw in a nice hug or two)
by everybody!
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