mimitchi's Aeonity Blog

Venting	Oct 19th, 2004 7:09:55 am - Subscribe
Dear Love, I have convinced myself that you will never read this, or if you do, you will not know it is me. I have thus decide to write this, to make myself feel better. Perhaps a week ago, I told you I was having my doubts about us. I was wrong. I was having doubts about the place I was in, in my life, but not about us. You and I are the only thing I am not doubting. Last night, you told me you wanted to get away from everything, that you didn't think we could stand against all the accusations, and you had no hope for us. That I could not defend you properly against the slings and arrows my family was hurling. That I didn't know how to defend you. Were you right to say that? Was it wrong of you to put so much pressure on me? Or did the hurt you were feeling outweigh anything else? Either way, I am sorry for your pain. Do not loose hope in us. You told me once, and I still believe it, that as long as we are together, there is hope. That us being together is the only way there can be hope. Please don't forget that. Remember always, whatever else, that I love you with all my heart. That I want nothing more than to be with you for the rest of my life. Please God, let it not be over. Don't loose hope in us.
mood: reflective currently: procrastinating	(1) comments

New Emo Blog	Oct 18th, 2004 7:10:08 am - Subscribe
I find lately that I've been doing a lot of "emoting", so the emo-blog seems a perfect idea. This is also a really pretty site, although that's trivial. It's hard to find a really well designed blog site these days. It's so pretty, it may become my primary blog. For now, though, I just want some private space. That's what this is. A place to vent. Please feel free to leave comments, though, as long as you're respectful. I always welcome outside opinion. I'm viewing this more as a journal than a blog. A blog is for your day-to-day activities. A journal is for your feelings. That's what this is all about. Cheers.
mood: hateful currently: snoozing	(1) comments