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sooo... update on me. broke up with chris. hooked up with my ex-housemate fungus. chris hates me. sez hates me, dale called me a slut. but i don't think he hates me. did i mention that fungus is my best friends' ex, and until recently chris considered fungus one of his closest mates. so... life's kinda screwy atm. but i am happy with fungus (that's not his real name) and he's happy with me. |
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well... so it was stupidly short hey? 1) Why did I break up with chris? Simple really. I felt like I no longer had any right to a life. Everytime I did my own thing I got this total and utter disaproving tone and manner from him. Yeah, I did do a few things to deserve distrust and anger on his behalf. But after he told me that everything was fine, he stepped over the line by a) checking up on me and b) getting upset at me for going around to a mate's place (who he knows well and trusts anyways) So that was that. 2) Why did I hook up with Fungus? Not really sure there. We're not even really officially hooked up either (as far as the general public is concerned what we're up to is another story, and NO it's not like that either), but we are happy. Something just felt right, and so I kissed him at a party. Things have gone from there, and we've seen a whole lotta each other since. Unfortunately Sez saw the kiss... which brings me to my next part. 3) Who is Sez and why does she hate me? Sez is Chris's best friend who always felt like she was being forced to compete for Chris's attention when I was in the room. She is a cold hearted bitch to everyone she does not like and a loyal friend to those she does. Unfortunately she never liked me. 4) Why am I being called a slut? Because Sez upon seeing Fungus and I kissing told Chris, who told EVERYONE. Now no matter how soon after I broke up with Chris, this would be very uncool by their standards. However this was four days after I broke things off with Chris. 5) Number 2 was making no sense what the hell is going on with fungus and i? No, we are not sleeping together. Yes, we are a couple. We're trying to keep it quiet at the moment what with a bunch of people out for fungus's blood and my general reputation being that I am a slut. So as far as the general public is concerned (and no one I know reads this anyway apart from Nathan and Fungus) we are just better than friends. Not looking but not official. And yes, we are very happy! Okay, so I'm getting defensive. Guess I know Nath's gonna find a reason to tell me off about this blog later. Anyways, in the 'real' world I have a choir concert tomorrow and all kinds of crap, so I'm going to go to bed now. Miranda xoxox |
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Yeah... I'm sick. I have a downright horrible feral cold. Well it's not that bad, but anyways, its enough to make me feel sad and sore. It's shitting me too, that I have to cook dinner after an 8-hour work day, and that dad and Alastair who were home all day on their asses, are too damned lazy to do it! So... we're official. Fungus and I that is. As of the 6th. When his mum asked me to the wedding. (She's getting married soon) a few people know now for real. I know everyone who reads this blog (and the only two of you who know me face to face is Nath and fungus) know... (Der) but now the world that I have to deal with knows. We're going out this weekend for 'real' too. Should be fun, gonna hit Seamus's for a counter meal and I'm gonna go shoe-shopping for some shoes to wear to his mum's wedding. well I dunno guess i'm rambling. cya |
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well... choice weekend. i managed to get myself really pretty earrings and a necklace for fungus's mum's wedding! plain silver, with garnet hearts in them. cheap too! awesome. i also went to a party and had a big emotional sob story with fungus after everyone else had gone to bed/home which was combined with a lot of depressed drinking anyways, i have to ring nickers for a while so i'm gonna come back later with undoubtedly more insipiration to blog. |
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Well... thanks for the comment earlier hehe. My friends do have some weird nicknames. Fungus = Ryan (username fungusmung on emoblog) my boyfriend of not very long. Not sure where or when fungus originated, but he was around 10 at the time. Nickers = Nicole best friend of 9 years. Nickers evolved roughly last year from Nikki (her other nickname) There you are... that's the really weird ones sorted. Well I called nickers earlier and we had a chat about a few things that she wanted to know bout me and ryan. for once she was actually really... well NORMAL. She foudn out that ryan and i have been sleepign together and SHUT THE FUCK UP! Seriously, no questions - nothing. Holy hell... what's going on here?! What else? I also had a big horrifying crying depression fit the other night. Fungus and I went to Tims (a guy from his band) and we had a few drinks and generally a pretty ok time. After everyone went to bed/home however, we decided we were gonna do the drink more/talk/cry thing. Fortunately most of it has been forgotten, whether in the efforts or tact or just because we really can't remember, and the very very lovely stuff that he got out, I managed to remember very clearly. I'm sooo rambling atm. Gonna sign off for now. |