So I actually went...
Date: May 29th, 2006 7:23:09 am - Subscribe
Mood: Content, blissfully happy and calm
What I'm hearing:: Antique's Roadshow on TV.
To Nicole's party I mean. And I actually had a good time. Chris and his sister did show up in the end, and much to my surprise nothing overly dramatic took place.
I was polite, non offensive and generally well behaved, hell I even laughed at one of his jokes. My reward, finding out Chris is as demanding, sulky and immature as ever. I was completely ignored, which I had expected, but what did kind of surprise me was the fact that Cinta (his sister) felt she had the right to remain pissed at me and greasy me all night. Now I may have hurt her brother, but I never did anything other than polite and friendly towards her the entire time Chris and I were together. Hell I used to smuggle her smokes before her mother knew she was smoking.
The outcome... I appreciate and love Ryan even more than before. Taking one look at Chris and the way he still demanded complete and total obedience from everyone who'd come with him, I just thanked my lucky stars that I am not there anymore and not with him.
I am so lucky to now have someone who loves and appriates me as much as he does, and the way he does for exactly who I am.
I don't have to try to be something I'm not, or not be something I am. I can just be me, someone Chris never really loved me for.
In short... I love you Ryan. 
In other news, another thing on my to-do list can be crossed off... I own a pair of dark red Doc Marten's. I will stick them up on my FlickR account, but the net has been capped due to excessive downloads and even the simplest email takes ages, so you'll have to wait a few days for pics.
Oh and my third ear piercings (I'll take a pic of that too) have cleared up at long last. They were crusty as hell this morning, and I pulled off a metric F-load of dried goo, but all of a sudden they now rotate cleanly and painlessly! Woot for finally settling down. Another few weeks and I can put in the silver star shaped studs I want.
Well I have to help Leah and Rachel cook tea (That's Ronnie's children from the USA who are visiting) because Julia will be home at 7 and needs to eat and run, so I'd best be off.
Be good everyone!
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