Monday :)
Date: Aug 31st, 2005 1:43:37 am - Subscribe
Mood: comfortable
What I'm hearing:: Computer fan and the oil heater warming up
I had a GREAT time on Monday, took the time to catch up with Jamie, one of my friends who I haven't seen in months.
We went into the city and he bought me lunch at the Hard Rock Cafe, and just generally chatted away.
The reason I haven't seen Jamie in so long is because basically of Chris. He got waaay over protective of me, and because he didn't like/trust Jamie and was uncertain about me having some feelings for him, banned me from talking to or seeing Jamie period. Although I resented it, I agreed and things were peaceful... which I went and fucked up by seeing Jamie behind Chris's back.
Now, I know what you're thinking. No there was nothing other than friendship there. I DID have a huge crush on Jamie at one point, and will even go so far as to say that I was in love with him, but I never cheated on Chris, nor did I actually act on those feelings and go on a 'date' with Jamie. It was just mates meeting up and having a coffee, very much like I do with Nathan (see I mentioned him again) or Dylan.
Anyway, toward the end of Chris's and my relationship Chris found out I was talking to Jamie again and cracked the shits. I repaired things, but broke it off not long after when Chris was getting overprotective about me seeing one of our old housemates who he knows I have NO feelings for other than as a good mate.
Then, I meet up with Ryan, who says that I can email/phone/see Jamie if I want, the only 'condition' of sorts being that he wants to meet him. Not much of a condition really. 
I want to meet his friends that he's always chatting to. So, after a few emails Jamie and I agreed to catch up.
I was basically delighted to find that everything was blissfully normal between us, and that there wasn't any strange moments where we realised there could be more. A couple of warm hugs yes, but that's it! And hugs are nothing Nathan (that's twice in this entry now!) Dylan, Nickers, Spunky Bum and Bonk all get them too!
Well, my few readers tend to complain when I am too wordy in my blogs so I'd best be skedaddling.
Miranda
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