missnicole's Blog

Contemplating
Date: Nov 12th, 2004 1:59:55 am - Subscribe


i think i'm ready to give up. i've been really thinking about giving up for a long time. and i think its about that time too. its been almost a year since i realized that i liked him and more than likely i will get hurt anyway. thats how it always is right? i didnt even want to like him cause i knew this is what was exactly going to happen. fcuk it .
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Chornicles of being me
Date: Nov 11th, 2004 2:22:51 am - Subscribe
Mood: alone


damn it! i dont even know the word for how i feel right now. i found myself half-way crying after practice and calling kahlil for some type of justification or comfort. then i saw sergio and a whole lot of shit happend and like man i'm jealous at the same time happy and yet frustrated and pissed. i think i was half-way crying from furstration. i never cry around people or at school!! not even half-way...well there was that one time.. but i'm not gonna get into that. what the hell is wrong with him?! what the hell is wrong with me?!?! , i think i picked a challenge to hard for me. i dont see how i give in so easy.
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My Craziness
Date: Nov 9th, 2004 8:15:18 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sad


im sad. i wont see james all week! today he has OM tomorrow he has Geography Bee practice, thursday he doesnt have to go to practice and on friday he might not go to school friday cause he is going to TSU with his family cause his brother is going there for orientation. i'll only get to see him at lunch! i'll miss him alot.

-- anyway. i'm in BCIS and i feel like i have a mental advantage over everyone in here. i'm made a 100 in pre-ap wld. his. i got a 100 on all my test in that class. GO ME!
okay bell's about to ring. bye
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Another useless blog
Date: Nov 9th, 2004 1:46:54 am - Subscribe
Mood: pooped


-- some people should really watch what they say. people should take in consideration the situation around them. like at lunch with me, and james. its either lisa is stupid or jealous of something. im thinking more along the lines of stupid and slow. anyway, yesterday i went to slee REALLY late and i'm tired as fcuk. so im goin later
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in 13 minutes
Date: Nov 5th, 2004 8:16:05 pm - Subscribe
Mood: cosmic


in 13 minutes the bell will ring. and the center point of my happiness will be in sight. in 15 minutes i will be with him. in 8 and half hours i will eat out with him. and in 9 and a half hours i will say goodbye to him.

geez im hopeless. anyway, school was okay today. im making the highest grade in this class. GO ME! haha i'm making a 94. ( BCIS) its an eletive. ofcourse im gonna excel against my classmates in here. i probable have the highst GPA and class rank in here. anyway...the bell is gonna ring soon so imma go look up some other stuff. bye.


--Nicole
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