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oh wow emoblog died

Apr 06th, 2005 11:38:39 pm - Subscribe

So I had a 1000 page emoblog entry, and emoblog said "FUCK YOU!" And thats lame, so lemme make it short..

Gabe and I have been having a great time lately. We are understanding each other more and more by the day, and learning to communicate completely. We have realized that most people in our lives are fake, and seen that we truly are not only lovers, but best friends. We have been learning to put each other first instead of ourselves, which is SO much more important.

His parents.. Wow. It seems like everything is going great with them as well. His mom seems to be very warm towards me. It makes me feel very much accepted and cared for. She let me come hang out at Gabe's while he was at work, and then she *trusted* me with his house/car keys so that i could let myself in this morning.. which she let me in anyway, cos she was at the door waiting for Gabe's sister's ride to school.. ^__^ His dad has even been acting much cooler. =) I'm happy with his family.. and I'm starting to REALLY enjoy being around them.

Today rocked so much. Got to Gabe's at 8:30 am.. slept till 10.. then we got up and started playing xenosaga/the sims online... played until 2 when we headed to boomers... stayed for 30 min, and headed back to Gabe's. We went back to playing TSO/xenosaga and continued until 11 pm. It's sick how addicted to GAMES we are. I LOVE IT! He just bought a ps2slim. ITS SEXY!

Yeah anyway, life rocks, and I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. <3
mood: radiant
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Dear Diary,

Mar 29th, 2005 9:11:20 am - Subscribe

I have the best boyfriend. Last night tested my patience a bit. I was sick.. But today.. WOW! I slept over (even though its a school night) and we got up at 7:15.. Gabe got up and pretended to go to school, and once Amanda left, he came back inside. We laid around until his sister went to school as well, and then we went to the market. =) I bought cereal, tissues (im sick), a candy bar for Gabe (cos even though he said he doesnt want anything, I know him better than that), and some doggy cookies, cos I love my puppies and always buy them stuff.

Anywho, Gabe has been so incredibly loving, gentle, and dedicated today. He's all bundled up in bed right now, waiting to take a nice shower/bath.... then we are going to coral square mall, and after that, the pool. We have SO much fun together at the pool.

I love the way he is acting today. I never want it to end. As much as I may whine, I really am happy with him.. Yah sometimes when I'm not getting enough attention (which is almost always cos I NEED lots) I tend to get upset, and feel unappreciated.. But it's all worth it in the end.. Because at the end of the day, I know he loves me.

mood: colorful
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wow bff4l

Mar 28th, 2005 9:25:08 pm - Subscribe

I have some REALLY amazing friends. Piom just dropped by and gave me a bowl of fruit. <3 wow. That's the sweetest thing anyone's done for me in a while.
mood: loved
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Spring Break is gone..

Mar 28th, 2005 5:09:18 pm - Subscribe

Dear Emoblog,

Spring Break is finally over. Which isn't a good thing.. But I guess it's okay. Back to the world of stress.. Gabe and I are BOTH working now, and he's back in school.. He went today, which made me very happy. um what else.. All spring break I've hung out with my honey... It's been great. Friday was the best day we've had in a LONG time.. We got up, and made breakfast.. then we got dressed for the beach! We finally went to the beach at 1.. wandered up and down the beach until 2:30! We were both really hungry, so I took him to this great little pizza place, just over the other side of the intercoastal. yay for !! hehe. He obv got pizza, but I decided to go with some spaghetti! YUM!~ Then we headed over to my pool. =) We went swimming at like 3pm... and we were there until about 6:30! There were little kids there, and everytime Gabe and I would kiss, they would yell "GET A ROOM! EW!! THEY ARE FRENCHING!" It was soo funny! We were doing it JUST to upset them! hmm.. Thennnn we went to my house and took a bath. Wow that was really nice.. My parents came home, but they didn't catch us! Heh.. So we went to get some gas for his car, then went to my work! Had to get toys for my puppies. lolz. Then Gabe and I went to the Fair thing.. it was right across the street.. Gabe said his eyes were really irritated and asked me to drive us back to his house. It took me a sec to get used to his car.. I've never driven it before... or any other honda accord for that matter. But I got used to it for the most part.. Then we went to his house.. and um... talked to his mom for a few min.. I still had spaghetti so I was munching on that.. Then Gabe and I passed out. =p WE WERE EXHAUSTED!

We got up at like 11 on saturday.. Gabe and I ate cereal.. mostly just me eating.. then he had to go to work, so I headed home.. then I had to go work as well.. I got to work register THANK GOD and we had cup cakes, cos it was jenn's birthday! It was funn! Afterwards, I headed to Gabe's. He showed up 5 min after I got there. He had just gotten off work as well. We laid around until 11:30, when we went to Boomers. It was nice seeing all my friends.. Gabe and I played DDR, then we headed to Muvico.. We saw GUESS WHO! It was such a great movie! I loved it! Then we headed to Denny's! We had motzerella sticks and pie! There was no ice cream! GAH!! ANYWAY! It was kinda.. shitty... We were fighting over stupid things.. getting on each other's nerves, and being a little bitchy.. we went back to Gabe's and laid down... and suddenly, all the ikkiness was gone.. looking into those beautiful brown eyes... I was home.. and I was safe.. with my babyy..

So what, sometimes we have shitty days. At the end of the night, we love each other more than anything, and we are so happy together.


Sunday, we woke up at 11:30.. Gabe was due at work at 11! ahh.. we laid around until 12, when he went to work finally, and I went home. It was EASTER and I got chocolate bunnies! It was nice. my family was there.. my older sister Jen, and my older brother Chris. =) It was cool. Then we ate lots of food, and everyone left... Gabe came over after work, and I made him desert, cos he loves pound cake! I do too!! Yay!! umm.. we talked my mom for a bit. She really likes gabe. =) That's great, because so do i!! No but really, he is my world, and it's great that my rents approve. =) Um.. then we went back to his house until 12, when I had to go home, he had school in the morning. =) So I left... and then got sick!! I was up all night with a fever and my sinuses were totally congested! then I slept all morning... then Gabe called me and told me to come over. I was greeted by kisses at the front door, and pulled into a nice hot shower. It was an amazing shower too. =) We cuddled for a bit, and he went to work. I'm sitting at his computer waiting for him to come home!


Anyway, I'm going to lay down and get some rest. peace for now.

-so happy-
mood: sick =(
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Mar 23rd, 2005 4:33:49 pm - Subscribe

Today has been a great day so far. Let's see.. Yesterday Gabe had to work at the mart.. Yeah so I hung out with Piom and we saw the Ring 2!! Wow, lemme tell you, it was SO incredible! GO SEE IT! I was scared shitless. Really! I was sooooo scared, I clawed the shit out of Piom's arm! It was hilariously petrifying. ^__^ I really wanna see the ring 2, again! Yep! So then I went to my Gabey's house after he was done. It was the best feeling ever, just seeing him. I don't know what it was that made me miss him so much. But wow DID I.. Nothing could explain the massive amount of happiness I got from being with him last night. Yeah, so we went to Waffle House this morning. ^__^ He bought us breakfast and we went to Krispy Kreme after. OMFG I've never been in there before. I was sooo impressed.. Wow.. And we got free doughnuts! SO FUCKING GOOD MMM I WANT MORE! =) So yeah, I'm going home quickly and then coming back to be with my sweet Gabriel! He's so great. Tomorrow = good day. yah later <3
mood: playful
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heya! <3

Mar 21st, 2005 8:11:59 pm - Subscribe

w00t.. whats up everyone? I just got home from TB.. I went to see Gabe. yeah.. I walk in and Modhead's like "girl you can't be here! Whatcha want!" and I'm like "Gabe!" and he's like "NO! You can't see him, sorry you gotta leave!" But he was kidding OBV! Then he made fun of some preppy kid and this spanish guy who works there was like "show some respect, don't talk like that infront of a lady." He was refering to me, seeing as I was the only non-customer and the only female, in the building. ROFL. Yeah it was kinda funny. Modhead's a nice kid... when he doesn't wanna fuck you... which is usually never with us girls. =p But anyway, then Gabe went on break, and we went back to his house. His dad is like "home already?" rofl. My poor baby is SO tired.. Gabe needs his SLEEP! Seriously, he's so exhausted. =( Yeah, so THEN we went back to TB and I left... now I'm home... and its kewl. No more money spending for me. I've spent like $53 in the last 2 days.. which is TOO much seeing as I have a TRIP to prepare for!!

YAY! Sooon will be FUN IN THE SUN!
I'm SOOOOO terribly excited!

I MIGHT go to the ring 2 today, or just wait for Adam to come back to FL... tomorrow.... and go with him. =p But for now, I'm out. Bye. <33
mood: colorful
Music: Pitbull - Gasolina!@
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Guess its been a few days?

Mar 20th, 2005 7:10:29 pm - Subscribe

Hey everyone! What's up? hmmm, where did I leave off, on this everlasting adventure I call my life? Well let's see.. Worked 3 days this week.. Thursday I was sick, so I went home early. =( Friday trainer came for my Rocky.. Then I went to Gabe's. Been with him ever since. =pp Um.. It's been a nice weekend. We went to the movies friday with Gabe's friend Farmer, then to a resturant. It was a lot of fun. We saw Hitch, and it was AWESOME! Saturday, Gabe was offically hired at t.b. so he had work, then I washed my car, then visited him, then went to work.... then his house after work... we hung out with Piom for a bit, then went to Gabe's to sleep... Then we got up at 7:30.. I had work at 9, he had work at 11... now we are at his house for the night. PEACE!
mood: toxic
Music: -the simpsons-
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This is my girl.

Mar 15th, 2005 10:13:41 pm - Subscribe

This is my precious Mandi! She is my cute little puppy... who isn't a puppy... but shhh pretend! She's currently laying on my pillow, and dreaming.. its cute.
mood: appreciative
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Hey sorry everyone!

Mar 15th, 2005 9:56:38 pm - Subscribe

I know I haven't updated TOO much lately. Sorry. Been busy/sick feeling. Ehh. I don't know if it's my momm or Gabe thats getting me sick. They both are sick, but with something different. Chances are, I don't have what either of them have, because they both have been coughing (only common symptom) I am NOT coughing, but I have headaches and a really bad sore throat.. Now I'm sneezing a LOT. boo. I have also been very nauseous, which neither of them have been.. But we all have been extremely exhausted!!! x 100. Boo!!!

Gabe and I went to the mall and he bought me ice cream. <3 Woowww he was incredibly sweet to me today. Seriously. I don't know what's gotten into him! I had so much fun with him tonight, cos he was... AWESOME..

Anyway, today was an amazing day. Thanks to my wonderful Gabriel, and my sweet Piom.. Craig also keeps me smiling! What would I do without my boys?! <3 I feel so special. I really do! My friends are the best. I love them sooo much.


Anyway, who's coming to the keys with meeee!??!?!?? ^__^

vay-kay ^__^ w00t almost pay day! <3

Well anyway today rocked! Beaches rock. and I'm soo happy. Being happy rocksm and sleep DEF rocks. Night now.
mood: special
Music: Hillary Duff - Inner Strength
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Mar 14th, 2005 8:27:31 pm - Subscribe

I'm really frustrated. I'm trying so hard to help Gabe, and he is being lazy. I'm getting annoyed with it. I want him to be motivated, and I want him to be successful. But he won't stop beign lazy. And it's really bumming me out.. a lot. I'm really irritated. . . . ugh. Whatever. I'm giong to go wake him up.
mood: frustrated
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hmm nummy

Mar 12th, 2005 10:40:21 am - Subscribe

These little kid snacks Dunkaroo's are SO good.. nummy nums! um.. I'm going out with Piom and we are going to eat and hang out... we are most likely going to PLAN for the BEACH next saturday morning! <3 The beach r0x0rZ sooo much.. And we will drag Gabe along. Cos for some reason every time I ask him to come with me, he ends up going out with his friends =\ but whatev! anyway, im going to..... dance... bye youuu.
mood: active
Music: ashanti - only you
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Today was cool!

Mar 11th, 2005 11:59:51 pm - Subscribe

Yeah so my dog's trainer came, and then I went candy shopping afterwards.... then I took a nap and talked me my BFF4L4EVAR Piom... cos Piepie = mine! Thennnnnnnnnn.... I went to Gabe's! And hung out and cuddled until he fell asleep. I wrote him a sweet little note, and left.. We decided no sleep over tonight cos SATs tomorrow! But I know he will do good, even though he is nervous. He says he's not, but I know him WAY to welll! He's great. I can neverrr get enough of him. keke. Anyway, I'm tired and stuff so.. night.
mood: goofy
Music: Kelly Clarkson - Break Away.. again
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i didnt know decaffeinated was a mood!

Mar 11th, 2005 3:55:15 am - Subscribe

lemme tell you.. im dying right now without it.. My night was weird. It consisted of me being sick, and then over paranoid.. I have been really over emotional lately. And very ikky feeling. So yeah, everything is fine, and I won't be a psycho for the night. keke.

Tomorrow, hopefully, if all goes well...... I will be with my Gabey.. But no sleeping together cos he has SATS! Which makes me sad, cos I just love being with him so much.

I neverrrr wanna leave his side. keke.
This song describes it perfectly. I love Christina Aguilera.

When I try to describe how I feel when you hold me
I get butterflies I HEAR lullabies, it's hard to explain
Like the scent of a rose or the sound of the rain
It's too precious and too wonderful to give it a name

Too beautiful for words
A symphony inside me
Too beautiful for words
I can not take them lightly
Can you hear my silent heart

Must be a million times
I've tried to express this love of mine
When it goes this deep, when it tastes this sweet
It's not easy to define

It's just some parts of the song. K, night.
mood: decaffeinated
Music: Kelly Clarkson - Break Away
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life\'s ikky.

Mar 10th, 2005 9:05:57 pm - Subscribe

Yeah so anyway.. Today I had work. People are really annoying me. Let's get right to the point. I'm sick of people telling lies and shit and trying to get me upset at gabe. I love him, he's my best friend, and the only person I care for.

So I'm cutting everyone out of my life for a while. I want the drama to stop. End.

Except for my EmObLoG friends
mood: annoyed
Music: silence
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I love Avril Lavigne.

Mar 10th, 2005 12:30:07 pm - Subscribe

I can really relate to this song. It's like my freakin' biography. It's really sad.

Well, I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

What's wrong, What's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you've left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
And she can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place, yeah

She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

she's lost inside, lost inside
oh oh
she's lost inside, lost inside
oh oh oh

anyway, I'm angry.
At people. At everyone. Except Gabe.

I need a vacation.
mood: haunted
Music: Avril Lavigne - Nobody\\\'s Home
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