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A person can only do so much
To provide so much support and care to a friend
But when will it stop
The abuse they have given me.

I've not done anything
But kept this friendship going.
I've not done anything
But being hurt by them.

What's my objective to continuing
Continuing this painful friendship that I have
There's so much history of good and bad
But it all comes down to this moment.
This moment of drama that was set off

What's my excuse to keeping this going
Being hurt so much, is it worth going on?
I just want to take it all back
Without any drama, so I wouldn't be hurting.
Hurting not only from them
But from those that are angry of what I've done.
I've done to make my friend cry.

When will anyone see
The pain that I suffer from my friend.
When will they put the blame on my friend.
Why do I always have to be the one to blame.
Why do I always have to be the one to fix everything
So much pressure is on me to be the perfect person
To be the one to fix every little problem that is run into.
Why can't I have a break
Have perople to be on my side.
Just once I want a feeling of not taking the blame.
Feeling that it really isn't my fault.

I have no one but myself
To support my hurt and pain.
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