::sigh::
Date: Mar 12th, 2004 3:07:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood: melancholy
Thought of the Day: When will I know?
I feel like crap...
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Like I said...
Date: Mar 11th, 2004 6:58:46 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sore
Thought of the Day: Ever wish some days u were dead?
Well, like I said...Boys are big pains in my ass. Sometimes they think there are hidden messages in the thing u say. Well at least the things I say. I'm, for the most part, straight forward. You guys are just paranoid. The difference btwn the guy I want and the guy I love is that I haven't MET the guy I WANT YET! Get it?! Geez, just lay off me already. I'm tired of fighting. I want to keep my friendships but if it betters me to be a 8*+c|-|, then I can and will terminate them. That is a direct statement to a reader who knows who he is. I'm just tired of always being tired. I never have and never will tolerate jealousy. If you're that insecure about yourself then maybe you shouldn't be in a relationship or look to be in one. This statement is for all my readers, something to think about. Anyone who wants to dish it my way can just go screw themselves because I'm not up for it!
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Just a simple question...
Date: Mar 10th, 2004 11:19:35 pm - Subscribe
Mood: aggravated
Thought of the Day: Once again, BOIZ SUK!
I swear, everytime I go to post my mood is already set on the perfect one! I never have to change it. Anyhow, as I stated in my title: Just a simple question. Being that question; why do boys suck? Blah. Even my mom said they always do. That's not a statement I've ever heard my mom say before. I guess that means momma's right. What am I to do? When I'm not 100% honest and straight forward I lose the guy I want and when I'm too honest I lose the guy I love. Life is so crazy sometimes...
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Just a simple question...
Date: Mar 10th, 2004 11:18:08 pm - Subscribe
Mood: aggravated
Thought of the Day: Once again, BOIZ SUK!
I swear, everytime I go to post my mood is already set on the perfect one! I never have to change it. Anyhow, as I stated in my title: Just a simple question. Being that question; why do boys suck? Blah. Even my mom said they always do. That's not a statement I've ever heard my mom say before. I guess that means momma's right. What am I to do? When I'm not 100% honest and straight forward I lose the guy I want and when I'm too honest I lose the guy I love. Life is so crazy sometimes...
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Such craziness...
Date: Mar 9th, 2004 8:13:40 pm - Subscribe
Mood: pissed off
Thought of the Day: BOIZ SUK!
Today was the first normal day since last Thursday. Friday, my buddy Kristina came into town from SA and we drank a few Smirnies and jumped in the jacuzzi. We talked alot of crap made some jokes, and wished on grapes before poppin em in my drink. Then we went inside and I started showing her some of the belly dancing I've been learning. After about 20 mins, my fat @$$ and abs startin hurtin. The next night we went dancing and I was still a lil sore from the day before. Needless the say I hardly had any sleep that night! We hooked up with an old "friend" of mine. He'd been "trying" to get together for a day while he was in SA. He's in the military so I haven't seen him in almost 2 years. Anyhow, he was in SA for 10 days on leave because his grandmother had passed away (God Bless her soul) and things kept popping up to where he couldn't come see me. So Saturday night we invited him to come dancing with us. At first he was feeding us some BS excuse as to why he couldn't bc of a family BBQ then decided that he wanted to go. Luckily for him we were just on our way to the club and he was along the way. He called some "friend" and they met us there at the club a few hours later. It was nice seeing him again but I was kinda jealous of him being all up this one "friend" of his that I later learned he'd just met the night before. I didn't care that he was dancing with other people. Just the fact that he and I have a history and this girl was all up on his nuts and kissin up on him. He was drunk and he's a guy so I should have given it it to him, but I didn't. Why should I? He was supposed to be there "with" me. LoL This is why things never worked out between him and I the first time. Not that I was trying to get back with him now. I just broke up with my boyfriend, of a year and a half, a month ago. We still have a great friendship but alot of our "faults" were straining our relationship. I doubt we'll get back together but I'd love to stay friends with him. I need a guy who has all his shit together. I know I'm not all there sometimes but I'm 20, what can you expect? He is 27 and that guy I went dancing with was 18 going on 19 when we first started "seeing" eachother, he's 21 now. I'm young right now so I'm not really looking, but it'd be nice to just "bump" into one who can keep a friendship and be stable enough for the both of us. LoL I'm tired of befriending @$$-os. ::Sigh:: I'm tired...I'll finish "later"...
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