No longer 7...
Date: Feb 26th, 2004 1:07:41 am - Subscribe
Mood: excited
Thought of the Day: If at first you don\'t succeed...Never give up!
I haven't seen nor have I talked to my younger (and only) brother Charlie in about 6 years. *tear* My dad is an @$$-O. He has tried and tried to keep us all apart but it isn't working. I am fighting back. I am not 7 years old anymore. I am nearing 21, I am a young woman now. No longer will I let his mistakes rule my life. It is my time to take charge...
So anyways...I've been calling my dad, Jose, for the longest time trying to get my brother's #. He always said he lost it or fed me some other lame excuse as to why he didn't have it. So I gave him this elaborate story on how I am doing this thesis paper for my Sociology class about intimate relationships and family, blah blah blah. And Voila! He miraculously found an old number he said probably won't work. What he doesn't know is that it DID! I talked with my "step-mom" for about 45 mins until my brother came home from snowboarding and then I talked to him for about the same amount of time. It was GREAT to hear his voice, he sounds the same; only minus his baby stutter and not so young. The way he words things or his pauses when he talks sound just like my younger sister Stephanie. They sound so smart when they talk. I feel she is the only person right now who can truely understand my dilemmas but soon I will be as comfortable with Charlie and possibly in a few years my youngest sister Angie. I know Jose is not a great father and a sorry excuse for a man but I do not want them to grow up hating him. Pity perhaps, for never trying harder to love us, but never hate. That will only make us as weak as he...
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