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marlene Lost Sleep to Solitaire. - Subscribe
Should I feel pathetic for spending a good hour or two I was tired and wanting to sleep playing solitaire and only winning about 2 hands?
Either way, sleep doesn't mean shit.

Theres this girl I've met, she's wonderful. I wont name names and it is probably too early to tell anything anyway. Who knows, maybe she'll read my blog some day and this'll freak her out and she'll run. Anxiety makes me anxious.
Anyway, I'm getting to know her well and things are going great.

Work sucks. We had this "Always Fresh" check which each shift gets and it determines whether people who've worked there 3 months+ get a nice little extra chunk of cash on their next paycheck. As it turns out, my shift is the reason they failed it. Not that I care, I haven't worked there long enough to see any decent money. But I'm sure, with how dramatic my store is, there will be a lot of hate towards my "afternoon team" I dunno, work sucks and I'm glad I'm not in any way attached to it.
I just love money.

Theres this beautiful cat I want to adopt. He's white and deaf. I fell in love with the little guy and he doesn't have a home =( my roommate says he doesn't want another cat in the apartment because there isn't space. As well, my current bundle of love, Spectre, is too much of a handful for him.
For those who don't know.
I feed her.
I clean her litter.
I entertain her.
I pay her vet bills when necessary.
She doesn't even enter his room.
Apparently she gets in the way though, totally invades his life. Whatever to be honest. Meh I'm getting an email from the owner sometime tomorrow saying whether or not he's still in need of a home. Might take him anyway ...
Since when do cats take up space? ..
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Mood: glowing ...
Current Tune: The Beatles - Helter Skelter

marlene I'm ok cause you're with me, 37D Feb 23rd, 2008 10:35:26 am - Subscribe
Its been a while. I got a new phone. Its got a camera and everything. And an 8GB iPod nano, which I'm more than thrilled about. Had it for a while, but got it after I last posted.
Sorry for my neglect. Work has been taking me over lately.
DMC4 is great by the way.

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I'll try and be more consistant.
I might get a puppy
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Mood: aloof
Current Tune: Blue October - Hate Me

marlene Things are going pretty well. Feb 4th, 2008 11:16:59 am - Subscribe
I finally got a new cellphone with a real plan. Though I have a three year contract, contracts always make me nervous but I'm sure it'll be cool.

Got a new iPod. 8 GBs, I love it.
If you can't tell, I had an excellent day out shopping on Friday. Got my phone, ipod and 3 awesome DVDs. Se7en, Pulp Fiction and A Clockwork Orange. Been waiting for a chance me and my two roommates are all off work, thats rare. But I wanna watch them with ..them~

Nothing much else to say. Works been crappy, and I've been going way too much. Today though, I do get to start my work week with the new girl and I like her a lot. She drives me to and from work which is nice, she lives like two feet down the street.

Been playing a lot of FF12 with my time off. Its such a crappy game but i wanna beat it before FF13 comes out in, I think March.
and
Devil May Cry 4 ...is going to be comparable with sex I think. But ...I'm a dork.

Anywho, gotta get ready for work.
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Mood: awesome
Current Tune: The Good Life - Twenty Two

marlene Keep your loved ones in the spotlight Jan 31st, 2008 7:12:50 am - Subscribe
Is it just me, or did January not even exist? I can't believe how fast this month went for me. Was probably because I never got much accomplished.

I had so much trouble sleeping last night. I'm going on 4 hours at the moment and I have work tonight. My roommate left for work an hour ago and I love his bed, I'll probably try to nap in that after this entry.

They hired someone new at my work for afternoons. I'm very glad she's going to be working with me. I need more people around me who have a sense of humor, patience, and respect. For some reason, I don't see that much at my work. My roommates also considering switching to my shift, which would be awesome.

I wanna write a lot this entry, but I really don't have much to say. I hate being on the computer lately, I've been way depressed and unmotivated to get out and do anything. I've finally got plans to go somewhere tomorrow, since I have the same day off as my best friend, for once. Maybe I'll have something interesting to write then.

Goodnight Aoenity.
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Mood: lousy
Current Tune: The Beatles - Helter Skelter

marlene Don't stop me now Jan 24th, 2008 8:50:51 am - Subscribe
I don't wanna work tonight either. Goin on 6 days straight. I feel bad, my roommates scheduled for 9 days straight, though he'll probably get out of it.

Not much going on with me lately. Been playing a lot of Halo 3. I'm such an exciting person, no? eh when you only have mornings to enjoy yourself, you don't have a lot of time to be creative.
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Mood: superior
Current Tune: Queen - Don't Stop Me Now

marlene we'll have the life we knew we would Jan 23rd, 2008 1:20:20 pm - Subscribe
thus begins the work week from hell. 3-11 pm ..5 days straight. Its money, so i took it ...but afternoons. I dont know.

My roommates are going to a movie tonight, I have to work.
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Mood: spazzy

marlene Tell me why you cried ... Jan 16th, 2008 7:30:32 am - Subscribe
...and why you lied to me.

I'm scared of letting myself fall in love any more. It seems every time I do, a week, a month, a year goes by and suddenly I fall for someone else. I hope nothings wrong with me and one day I will find someone who always keeps me satisfied, I'm just tired of relationships that end.

Works been so fucked up I can't stand it. Suddenly I'm not scheduled for an entire week, now they switched my times. Instead of 11-7am, I'm to work 3-11pm. My afternoons. The best time of every day and I'm supposed to work. I've decided I'm going to ask the manager about it when I get a chance, it may be temporary because they just fired someone off that shift. If they want to make it permenant though, I'm finished there. Perhaps I can switch to days if someone so desperately needed to take my night shift from me. But afternoon/evening is definitely not happening fulltime.
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Mood: sticky
Current Tune: The Beatles

marlene The earth looks better from the star Jan 11th, 2008 8:25:40 pm - Subscribe
thats right above from where you are


for anyone interested, I think my old "true love" being back in my life was a good thing. It was nothing serious, he just got xbl and we played halo together. I think I did it, I'm over him. I have no feelings and hearing his voice and being attached to him again in some way made me realize it. I was hung up on him since we broke up like 3 months ago and now I can finally move on. I wish I felt this way sooner instead of clinging to something that wasn't there and never would be again. Nothing worse than the "whatif" that comes after an unfinished relationship.
Maybe all I needed was this closure, this small realization there really wasn't anything there anymore and I needed to see it myself after the wreck.
Maybe we all just need a little closure.

I have someone new in my life now, maybe things are looking up. I'm not going to say for sure though, cause everytime I have before, there'd be a lot of bumps on the road and many pitstops I've come across.
Forgive me for being lame. I've worked a lot this week and sleep has become one of those things I've decided to ditch in order to get things done.

I feel good though. I finally feel good.
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Mood: glowing

marlene and so everything was Jan 9th, 2008 1:40:19 pm - Subscribe
I don't know what to do with myself
the one guy who broke my heart is back in my life ..wtf~
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Mood: undesirable

marlene Happy Holidays Aeonity. Dec 25th, 2007 8:11:55 am - Subscribe
Merry Christmas,
Happy Hanukkah,
Merry Kwanza,
and have a
Happy New Years!


Sorry if I missed any.
I wish you all happy and safe holidays this season. =)
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Mood: deficient