when: Mon 1:02pm, 27 March 2006 - Subscribe
mood: unhealthy
mental health
alt.title: sick and tired

There's stuff going on atm that's bothering me, about my behaviour mostly, my mental health. Like I'm having trouble remembering something I just did, like, "did I just take that pill?" I remember intending to take it but I don't remember taking it. So I might take another one. Then I worry about overdosing. There are other instances of not remembering something I should be able to remember, like where I put an important letter. It's like there's someone else in my head doing stuff that I don't know about, sneaking in to do things when I'm not paying attention.

And I have no money. My income doesn't cover my outgoings. I'll probably lose internet access in 2 weeks because my credit card is hopelessly over the limit and I can't repay fast enough to keep up with the periodical debits and the fees.

It wasn't always this bad. My mental health usually has a big question mark over it, but other things used to be stable and manageable.


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warlock - March 27th, 2006
hey we have the same shit goin on right now
join my club

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misty_rain - March 27th, 2006
eeek, moongirl. I hope some money falls out of the sky, and you regain youself. But regaining yourself would be better than money. But I wish both


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