There's stuff going on atm that's bothering me, about my behaviour mostly, my mental health. Like I'm having trouble remembering something I just did, like, "did I just take that pill?" I remember intending to take it but I don't remember taking it. So I might take another one. Then I worry about overdosing. There are other instances of not remembering something I should be able to remember, like where I put an important letter. It's like there's someone else in my head doing stuff that I don't know about, sneaking in to do things when I'm not paying attention.
And I have no money. My income doesn't cover my outgoings. I'll probably lose internet access in 2 weeks because my credit card is hopelessly over the limit and I can't repay fast enough to keep up with the periodical debits and the fees.
It wasn't always this bad. My mental health usually has a big question mark over it, but other things used to be stable and manageable.
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