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Hey, I'm moonlit. I'm 21 years old and I'm eclectic. Sence many people dont know what that is, I'll give you the deffinition: Selecting what appears to be best in various doctrines or methods. So basically I believe what I wanna believe and I'm not labled as a spacific religion. Other than that I'm just your average un normal person... in fact sometimes normal people scare me. lol I'm afraid of cows, I dont agree with abortion, I hate it when people put others down about there believes or how they feel, I'm very opinionated so if you ask me my opinion I will tell you the complete truth. I love my family and friends and I still believe that baseball is the best sport ever. I live in Ohio, in a really tiny town and I guess I like it though I like the country a lot better. Well. I guess I have nothing else to say at the moment which surprizes me because one of my more annoying habbits is talking a lot lol. moonlit |
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Hey, ***note*** this entry talks about "spiritual" things, that have to do with my religion. If you dont like it or believe it, that's understandable, you dont have to read it, but dont critisize me or attempt to make me out to be a liar. ***end note*** Today has been a pretty good day so far, even though it's only 11:43am. I have great plans for today. Me, my friend Amanda and my cousin are just hanging out having a great time. We hardly ever get to spend time with each other anymore. We have decided to go see Harry Potter 4. I just know it's going to be great. I can't wait till thanksgiving. It's the time when all of my family can get together, and amazingly there is never any arguement. My grandma made like 47 billion pies, most of which wich are berry. I cant wait. As for "other stuff" Me , Amanda and my cousin Lora are having a hard time with a decision on what to do about a spacific situation. They want to go back to my old house to deal with some "things" and I dont want to at all because I'm terrified of that house and it's abandond and has been sitting there for over a year. I know I'll never have any piece untill I go with them and deal with this situation but right now fear is overiding my common sence I think. sigh. I dyed my hair last night a freaky red color. ok I didn't do my whole head but now I'm a redhead (it's more orange really why do they call us red heads??) with red highlights lol It looks awesome, Amanda and Lora did there hair too. Well that's about all I have to say at the moment... maybe I will write more later. moonlit |
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Hey, Went to see Harry Potter 4 , it wasn't as good as the rest of them but it was worth my money and I'll probable get the DVD. Had practically a freaking breakdown yesterday evening cuz I found out that I had to do something that I REALLY dont wanna do. I found out that my mom is comming to pick up me and Lora to go to church tonight (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO) and I dont want to go AT ALL. At least Lora will be with me and she will be staying till the day after Thanksgiving. I always hate having to go back home from staying at my grandmas house cuz I love her house, but I have to take care of my brother and sister. I dyed my hair ALL red. I did only have high lights but I liked them so much I did my whle head lol. I love it it rox. ITS SNOWING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAN I was hoping it would at least hold off untill December.. grrr. I hate cold weather. But it sure is pretty. I DONT WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok I guess thatds all I've got to say at the moment though the day is still young and I expect tons more will happen. moonlit |
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ok. I did it. I went to my mom and asked her what she would think of me living with grandma (she doesn home incare so she's only home a ferw hours a day and sometimes not at all.) and comming to stay with them when I have a drivers lesson to go to and she said it would be ok!!!! I mean knowing my mom, she's like a scitzophrenic freak. So it went well. ok new vent. You may have noticed that I said driver's lesson and I have previously stated that I'm 21. Yup 21 and no lisence because my parents want to keep me traped so I can take care of my younger brother and sister , a duity they obviously want to neglect constantly. I mean they are depending on me to keep the family together and crap. They are soposed to pay me but do they??? NO. I'm sick of doing stuff for everyone else and never getting to do anything for myself!!!!!!!!! I mean I'm living my life for others and I'm about to go insane. Does that seem selfish?? I'm excited about Christmas yes insainly worried about it too. I mean I am like broke cuz all the money I have has to go to pay for my driving lesson, something I thought was my parents responsibility too. I mean aren't parents soposed to raise there kids and prepare them for a future life?? grrr, anyway, I know my family wont mind if they dont get really great stuff from me for Christmas, cuz that's not what they are all about really, but I want to get them great stuff. I have freinds to buy for too. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH. That's better. I'm trying to get my room all set up but I have so much crap and no where to put it. sigh. I guess it will take someplanning and thought on how to make it all fit good. Well I'm going to go. I have loads more to do. moonlit |
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MAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN On December 2nd our free earthlink runs out so I will have NO INTERNET!!! This sucks cuz I love comming on here. Maybe I can convence my grandma to get me a cheap internet... anyone know of any? lo I'ts snowing here this morning... AGAIN... grrr. I wish fall would last longer.. it seems like it's not here very long anymore. Winter seems to last forever and I hate the cold. ***note*** I'm going to be talking about my religious matters here again, if you dont like it fine but this is my journal after all loll ***end note*** Oh yea... I made a calming potion yesterday and it worked GREAT! I mean me and my cousin were practically about to fall asleep! I'm glad it worked so well because it took hours to do!! and This time I wrote down what I did so I dont have to search through a butt load of stuff trying to see if I can put it back together. There is no way I am re-making this stuff all over again without my instructions. I didn't write down my meditation powder recipie and it took even longer to make so I'm going to have to re-do that too. grrrr. I've learned my lession I guesss My sleeping potion tastes good at first.. kind of like bland tea... but then the after taste...eeeeeew. lol. but it does the trick so I'm happy with it. well that's all I've got. moonlit l |