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Really I am. I say over and over to myself that I hate boys and I'm never getting married... But I kinda really want to. It's like a never ending on going battle!!!!! I mean first I hate all guys then I love them... geeez. I honestly dont think any guy could put up with me for as long as it would take them to make me realize that they loved me lol. I mean I'm such a closed off person. Maybe its cuz I'm afraid or something. I dont know It just drives me crazy how one day I can want to be single forever and the next day I want to be in a relationship. grrrr. I HATE TIM....but not really at all Oh. I think I'm obsessed...ok not quite obsessed, with my My Chemical Romance , Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge CD. It rules. my internet runs out tommarow.. I think I'm going to cry loll. tilll I can get on again, moonlit |
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Well I am at my parents house at the moment and they have the internet so I can get on here and write something!!! Christmas was great. I got an MP3 player, it totally rocks. Even thought the Christmas preasents were great this Christmas was kind of a bummer because my evil freak aunt forced my cousin (who is also my best friend) To go with her and he new reject husband to his families house 2 states away. First she told my cousin that she could choose whether she wanted to go or not.. then she freaking lied and forced her to go even though my cousin said she wanted to stay home for Christmas... The evil whore. Other than that part it was great. Now for a new part.... My brother... who will be 12 in Jan. HE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY. I mean this kid is a disrespectful BRAT!!! He practically gets away with everything.. and if he does get caught he gets off lightly.. like my parents will just yell at him.. whooo hoo big deal. I mean He is gonna be like 16 and in JDC if they dont straighten him out or something. I mean I have told my parents about it and they are in like complete freak denial or something. They will be sorry that they let him act this way one day. GRRR It's getting to the point where I han hardly stand to be around him. Oh yea my new most favorite song ever is Question by system of a down.... it moves me lol. ***Note.....Religious stuff*** Also my parents' house is having some "activity" I dont really like. I mean I'm used to "seeing" stuff" and all that goodness but when things start to interact with my family... well that's a big no. Especially when most of my family doesnt even believe in this stuff. My mom said she keeps hearing sopmeone call her name all the time... grrr. I wish I could tell her everything.. but I cant. She's a Baptist and would freak and think I've made a pact with satan or something... geez. It's enough to drive me crazy. Well thats all for now. I'll be back on when I can. moonlit |