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Well, I once again have the internet so I'm hoping to be able to make myself get on here more. News.... I got me a smokin' hott boyfriend. his name is Jesse and he's awesome. I'm kinda freaked out though because the way he talkes, and the way this is going seems like it could eventually become something seriouse. I dont let myself get in seriouse relationships. Not sence Greg died. I mean I have pushed away a lot of great guys because of this freaked out fear that I have... I mean it's not like I think everyone I date is gonna die or anything.. I dont know what it is.. maybe I veiw it as a weakness or something. I keep making excuses on why I pulled away from the other guys Derek- because we were great friends and everything was going great and then.. boom... he told me he loved me.... mind blowing.. I mean aren't you soposed to wait until you are at least dating or something? I guess I wasn't ready for it. I regret it. Daniel- he too told me he loved me out of the blue and I didnt see him as the serious type. i mean he was so flirty and all Tim- Everything was going perfect.. we were friends, we talked about liking each other, we talked about dating.... and then.... talk about marrige???????????? It scared me I guess i dont know. Rob- didnt seem like my type after all Chipper- my friend liked him too, wasn't going to go there Ryan- bottom dweller....what a perv. see what I mean?? and now I'm with Jesse.. I'm actually WITH him. It scares me and I'm happy at the same time WHAT IS MY ISSUE??? I just need to know what's going on with me. heather |
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I'm sick of it... my car is plowed in.. wonderful... oh well.. Im gonna get a snowsuit on and romp around in it with Lora later lol. Gotta have some fun today while Im off work. I wish we had more hills around here.. i know i could rig up some kind of sled thing and have a blast. PS Dustin, I know I didnt get to come see you this summer, my friends car blew a head gasket so that mean no road trip... I however am getting a new car soon so mahybe this summer it can happen....oh yea! we are getting a walgreens here!!!!!!! Can I go to it when its done or do you wanna be the first to take me there??? lol My life rules at the moment Heather |
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Well, we played in the snow... It was great even though the snow totally beat the crap out of us lol some guy came along and plowed my v=car out so YAY!!!! Cant wait till saturday.. I get to see my hottness Jesse lol. I told my parents and my grandma about him, my grandma is thrilled.... my dad wants to meet him asap and my mom is complaining about all kinds of stupid crap that doesnt matter.... wonderful I made home meade chicken noodle soup today... came out pretty good. heather |