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I haven't been on in forever..... It seems like life has been throwing so many things at me at once... How am I soposed to deal with all of this??? I guess I just need to "let go" or something. A lot is happening this summer and I'm excited about it. I get to go to Cedar Point on the 17th, I'm gonna ride all the rollercoasters I can. I had the most horrible vision. I was in this house and I looked into this doorway, gasped, and then just fainted. I dont know what it means. I hate that. Found out that my dad has a huge risk for heart disease. He gets his test results sometime this month. I'm way past the insane mark here. I feel like I should be finding someone lost and helping them find there way. It's a huge urge really. I cant stand people who lie. Especially the ones who KNOW that you know that they are lying.... grrrrrrr. moonlit |
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WHY, WHY, WHY?????? GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Ok, so I have this "friend" (if she even still is a friend) named Amanda, Yup its the one you see on my friends list, and she is totally driving me INSANE! I mean we have been friends for 17 YEARS and now all of a sudden she is acting like a complete JERK. First of all there is this guy named Tony she talkes to CONSTANTLY on her stupid cell phone. I mean she was over at my house for 3 days and she talked on her freakin' cell phone more than she did me!!! Plus everyone thinks that this guy is a total jerk. and she is blowing me off for him?? I've been her friend for 17 freakin' years... GRRR Second, She totally bailed on the Panic! At The Disco concert to babysit for some girl she just met........ Ok. This one really ticks me off big time. I mean those spots are reserved for us. We had plans with her.. and now all of a sudden she doesn't want to go to a CONCERT , she wants to babysit for this girls kid??? How retarded is that??? Some friend. Third, She is gonna blow off our whole summer road trip I just know it. That is the way she has been lately. She has just been blowing me off...ya know the friend of 17 freakin' years, and my cousin who has been her friend for 6, for the most STUPID reasons... and she doesn't even have good excuses for it! Why would she do this? I mean we have been there for her for EVERYTHING.... and this is what she does??? I'm so ticked... but hurt a the same time..........GRRRRRRRRRRRRR Heather |