FINALLY
Date: Nov 27th, 2005 1:00:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood: cursed
ok. I did it. I went to my mom and asked her what she would think of me living with grandma (she doesn home incare so she's only home a ferw hours a day and sometimes not at all.) and comming to stay with them when I have a drivers lesson to go to and she said it would be ok!!!! I mean knowing my mom, she's like a scitzophrenic freak. So it went well.
ok new vent. You may have noticed that I said driver's lesson and I have previously stated that I'm 21. Yup 21 and no lisence because my parents want to keep me traped so I can take care of my younger brother and sister , a duity they obviously want to neglect constantly. I mean they are depending on me to keep the family together and crap. They are soposed to pay me but do they??? NO. I'm sick of doing stuff for everyone else and never getting to do anything for myself!!!!!!!!! I mean I'm living my life for others and I'm about to go insane. Does that seem selfish??
I'm excited about Christmas yes insainly worried about it too. I mean I am like broke cuz all the money I have has to go to pay for my driving lesson, something I thought was my parents responsibility too. I mean aren't parents soposed to raise there kids and prepare them for a future life?? grrr, anyway, I know my family wont mind if they dont get really great stuff from me for Christmas, cuz that's not what they are all about really, but I want to get them great stuff. I have freinds to buy for too. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH. That's better.
I'm trying to get my room all set up but I have so much crap and no where to put it. sigh. I guess it will take someplanning and thought on how to make it all fit good.
Well I'm going to go. I have loads more to do.
moonlit
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