Exhausted
Date: Nov 18th, 2006 5:14:47 pm - Subscribe
Mood: braindead
Kai x Rei is: cheering for me to endure school
School is exhausting me. I almost can't keep up - don't want to keep up. A pointlessness lies behind all the bullshit that is given to me under the guise of education.
English is pissing me off, and I take every opportunity to express my hatred of it.
I'm sorry, as much as I love the teacher, I can't stand the class. I can't stand being bombarded by all this work and being expected to do it perfectly and being expected to understand it.
Is this what college courses are like? A flurry of work with ambiguous purposes and very little time to absorb the information? Being thrust into assignment upon assignment with little explanation?
College course or not, I'm still in high school. AP courses are meant to imitate the level of difficulty in college courses. They are not an exact simulation.
I feel like completely giving up, but I can't. I've worked years and years to make it to this point, and giving up now would destroy everything that I've come to know: academic excellency.
I'm only hoping that English will ease up, because regardless of the fact that I have very little homework in other classes, I still manage to stress out every night because English gives me enough work to make up for the other classes.
Pisses me off.
Comments: (1)
meip3ng - November 19th, 2006 |
