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mali rawr! - Subscribe
i despise art at the moment!
inspiration...concepts...elements of art!...and originality.

How can anyone be truly original with a piece of work, because, according to my father (HA!), everything has been done before.

Honestly, i think i will be getting on much better after high school. When i leave.


the excitement is just incredible.
honestly.
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Mood: challenged

mali FLORIDA! Nov 26th, 2006 11:00:00 am - Subscribe
awesome awesome awesome!
first day:
got there
passed out on grandparents couch

second day: THANKSGIVING!
and a day at Island's of Adventure!
with the shortest lines EVER! cause nobody was there, mwhahahahaha!

third day: UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!
I <3 the mummy returns ride! so much!
>.< best thrill ever!

and i got on the fear factor show with my mom and we had to eat a mixture of; tuna, sardines, oysters, sour milk, and a special topping of live mealworms and small crickets.
personally, i thought it tasted like clam chowder gone bad. lol.
it was blended in a blender (duh!) and i had three monstrous gulps of it. Sadly we didn't win cause my mom spat it back up. oh well, it was pretty fun nasty.

got some beef-o-bradys that night with NUCLEAR hot wings. OMG! so so SOOOOO hot! i could only eat one! my mouth burned for 5 minutes. Aaron, my lil bro, ate at least 7! that boy has no taste buds left i bet -.-

anywho it was fun! we went to the beach and i got splashed by this monstrous wave, which inspired me to do a short SuTe comic strip. lol, susumu will kill me for this im sure.

I missed my "clique" tons! like, how much i missed a computer! which is ALOT! >.< obsession? yes...yes it is.
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Mood: reflective

axa The Emo Kid Has Cheered Up [11.14.2006] Nov 14th, 2006 10:21:37 pm - Subscribe
Wow. As I looked at my last entry I realized how PATHETIC I was, being all depressed like I had nothing better to do.

I'm so glad I don't constantly live with those feelings, or I think I would hate myself.

But, because people were kind enough to comment me and lift my spirits, I feel that it is my duty to thank each individually.

emogirlie: Thank you for your input. It's always nice knowing that others are going through the same turmoils that you are. All we can do is live and hope it starts to make sense, right?

meip3ng: For the most part, I am a very open person around my friends. I don't get depressed often anymore. And I'm always myself - I don't know how to be anything different. Thank you.

mourir: TT^TT Thank you, Jane. What you said reminded me of your senior quote. :3 Because the only opinions that matter are the ones of my closest friends. Thank you for your words of comfort and advice. I quite enjoyed the mental hug, and I return it.

mali: X3 Aww, you're so cute Emily. Thank you for making me smile and putting me in a better mood~. -hug- You're such a good friend. ;o;

Speaking of friends, I have wonderful friends. I love them so much it seems impossible sometimes. Jane, Emily, and Anna are always looking out for me when I get upset.

I'm sure that I'll be optimistic for a while before I feel depressed again. ^^

Thanks again to those who gave their input. It helped.
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Mood: lovable
Victoriandustrial.: Nagi -sniffle- and Omi. ;o; Cuddling and having a pillow fight. Kyaaaa~

mali I realized. . . Nov 14th, 2006 9:22:44 pm - Subscribe
Artist: Nakashima Mika
Title: Hitori (Alone)

in the city turning shades of red
what ever happened to those two
who painted shadows on the road?

in a season rapidly moving on
I'm the only one left behind.

It was a awkward love.
I couldn't even come out
and show how weak I was

if we could go back to who we were then
without a second thought
I would take you in my arms and never let go

the night turning shades of black
cradling myself,
thinking back on the days
we were together.

I'm sure I was just too immature
I couldn't see the meaning
of a thing called love.

that time
all the memories piling up in my heart
melt away without a sound

If I could go back to that night right away,
I'd hold you from behind as you walked away
I'd keep you here...

I'm well aware how selfish it is of me,
it doesn't have to be right away,
I'll keep waiting alone,

I live side by side with my memories of being with you
it's pathetic of me,
but even still I can't forget them

if we could go back to who we were then
without a second thought
I would take you in my arms and never let go
***********************************8

Sometimes music can make you feel like the most lonesome person in the world. . .
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Mood: torn
Victoriandustrial.: forlorn

axa Want to Want [11.07.2006] Nov 7th, 2006 11:54:29 pm - Subscribe
I don't understand myself sometimes. I confuse myself sometimes. I get lost in my thoughts because they are clouded and vague.

I have been the type of person who lives for someone else's happiness.

I've become the type of person who lives for my own happiness, with no regret towards the people I hurt to get that happiness.

I've shamelessly broken hearts because the whim suited me. Because being single would make me happy. Because being in a relationship was too stressful and not my scene.

It makes me a cold person. It makes me a heartless bitch to the people who end up hurt.

I want to go to college. I want to get a job and forget about college.

I want to be single. I want to be in love and be placed on a pedestal.

My thoughts contradict themselves in all directions.

I don't like to feel this way. It makes me feel depressed. I feel like the glass is half empty. Like I need to live off the love of people.

I want to be an optimist again. I want to wake up in the morning and think "What can I do today that will please me and make me happy?"

I want to be a bitch that knows what she wants, instead of these fickle whims that change from day to day.

I want to know what I want again.
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Mood: headachy
Victoriandustrial.: Papa to Kiss in the Dark

mali horrible >.< Nov 5th, 2006 12:33:20 pm - Subscribe
i can't stop finding new videos to post about...

but i have found gackt's secrete...he has an obsessive love of necks! AND he says "when it comes to kissing it won't matter if i kiss a guy!"
(it's worth watching the whole video btw)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2-MGdsF8sc

then, second to HydexGackt, is GacktxMana!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oH3zyCTY6Zk

third coupling would be GacktxHis security guard...OMG im gonna die from laughing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvxELurbIeE
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Mood: cheeky
Victoriandustrial.: yes

axa Halloween and Signals Oct 31st, 2006 5:37:11 pm - Subscribe
Is it sad that I can only get a signal at Jane's house if I'm standing in the middle of her drive way? And even then it's only two bars. I'm pretty sure she thinks I'm crazy, if she knows what I was doing. xD;

I freaking hate Sprint. But I'm in a contract with them for two years. Unless Cingular will be awesome and fund the deactivation fee to get me on their plan. But I'll worry about all of that after I turn eighteen and the phone is put in my name.

Anyhow. Onto the subject of Halloween.

I'm taking my cousins Jessie and Dalton out trick or treating. It was originally supposed to be all three of my cousins. And then it was supposed to only be Dalton, since Anthony was planning on handing out candy and Jessie was going with her friend.

Her friend apparently got grounded. So now I'm going to be taking her trick or treating as well, and I have to put her hair in a bun and locate some of my hair chopsticks. I think I gave all of them away, though. Either that or I lost them.

I'll figure out something. Her hair is shoulder length, so it probably would hold chopsticks very well anyway. Feh.

She is such an ungrateful little brat, though. I was nice enough to locate one of my costumes for her to wear, since she didn't have one. And then she had the gall to ask me if I had anything else.

And her mother said "I don't want Jessie wearing a sheet." I made the costume myself. And I put a lot of work into it.

And wow. Every item of clothing definitely starts out as a sheet of some material. Just because the costume is white doesn't mean it's made out of a fucking bed sheet.

God. They have money troubles, and yet they feel that they're too good for some things? I'm sorry. But that seems really fucking stupid. I have had my bouts where I wanted stuff and money. But when it comes right down to it, I am not spoiled. Not like Jessie and that idiot mother of hers.

But yeah. I ended up letting her wear my Chinese cocktail dress and a pair of hand-made Chinese slippers that I bought from this really sweet lady. The restaraunt I bought those shoes from isn't opened anymore. I CAN'T replace them.

And my cocktail dress is no longer made in the short style. It's only made in the long style. And I like short Chinese cocktail dresses.

So if Jessies tears it up I'm going to be really pissed off. It was freaking expensive, and I wear it to classly get-togethers. I will NOT be happy if it comes back in mediocre condition. I've had it for two years and it still looks as pristine as the day I purchased it.

And I don't care if they don't have the money to be wasting. If that ungrateful brat [who didn't even thank me] tears up my dress, Diane and Charles will be forking over the money to buy me a new one. Including the shipping tax.

I'm such a bitch. I'm slowly beginning to realize that I'm getting colder and colder towards my Uncle and that woman he's living with. And Jessie. I haven't really spoken to Anthony to form a definite opinion about him. Dalton really is the only one in that family that I like.

He's so cute, and he actually thanks people when they give him things. No matter if it's just a glass of chocolate milk. In all that he does, he is sweet. And I love him to death.

I wish we were only taking him out trick or treating tonight. It would lighten my mood.

I was okay having time taken out of my night to just take Dalton out trick or treating. Regardless of the fact that I have homework. I was willing to stay up and get it done. But now that Jessie is tagging along. I feel like my night is being robbed from me.

Good thing I'll be with Emily, Jane, and hopefully Holly.

If Tasha shows up I think I'll cry.
I'm not in the mood to put up with her.
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Mood: imabitchimabitchimabitchbitchbitch
Victoriandustrial.: Gackt and Hyde ;o;

mali last one! Oct 29th, 2006 5:06:18 pm - Subscribe
i swear! >.<
for at least a week...maybe...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=h8Jay6xsdxY

Gackt+credit card=hotness
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Mood: psycho

mali OMG! Oct 25th, 2006 5:49:10 pm - Subscribe
i would totally faint or burst into tears if i was this girl!

how lucky can you get!
>.> lol well i can think of something...lolz.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=zCtFIbNzkDM
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Mood: bubbly

mali omg...obsession Oct 25th, 2006 5:35:13 pm - Subscribe
http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b147/angelstale/Moonchild%20Special/
http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b147/angelstale/Moonchild/
http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b147/angelstale/Moonchild%20Photobook/
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Mood: sexy

axa I <3 Hyde [And Gackt] [10.24.2006] Oct 24th, 2006 11:38:47 pm - Subscribe
Mali, I'm going to kick your ass.

After you went in search of Gackt videos on YouTube, I felt compelled to find ones of Hyde. Since I love him more than I love Gackt. XD

I found some very amusing ones. Ohheckyes.

So, my lovely readers, please enjoy!

[Cell Phone Commercial?]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AuXCvp6WL4Q

[Clips of Hyde put to the song "I'm With You" by Avril Lavigne]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6J23RVdM7do&NR

[Hyde Gets Man Kissed. Ohheckyes. XD]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3C7K1UP03A

[Sexy Dancing Hyde <3]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zimFgNLwvLk

[Terrible Quality, but it's Hyde acting silly.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t43gZtVS4oc&NR

[Penguin Smacking. O_o I love Hyde and his penguin.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtOBnIye3Rk&mode=related&search=

[What's in the Box? Hyde doesn't like Octopi.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPc-c4TmX7s&NR

[Singing Karaoke with a Pink Mic]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NEEHB--fIDU

[Have my babies, Hyde. XD He really enjoys "fuck".]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rPKNiBXNt0

[Hyde dances... With Santa!]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIn9HMc78xc&NR

And now for some Gackt and Hyde! :3

[A Moonchild Music Video. I couldn't resist.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BeXirX-HZVI&NR

[Hyde and Gackt: Bless the lord, it's raining men!]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmn7JkAchlc

[I fucking love them. There is man hugging.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQJOvWOSl5I

[Gackt and Hyde clips done to "Everytime We Touch" by Cascada]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vpf602OhgpA&NR

[HYDE, QUIT BEING PRETTIER THAN GIRLS. Another Gackt/Hyde fanvideo. I'm pretty sure this is my favorite to date.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVqInO0a0RY&NR

[Is it sad that I watched the beginning of this video ten times before watching the rest of it? THIS is now my favorite to date. >_>]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZD_xkT5elrQ

[Hyde is such a freaking tease. And Gackt actually waits for Hyde to finish getting make-up so that he can get a hug. -explodes with love-]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xkwRd7Gi6g

[-sobs- I LOVE THEM AND THE GIRL MAKING THESE VIDEOS. THANK YOU FOR LIVING.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0o-u0IojS5Q

[I just should stop commenting. They're going to turn into blubbering rants that make no sense.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJFTPtCVGWg

[Singing together! -sniffle- SO CUTE. I'm such a fucking fangirl.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ycx-gWg-On8

[Just a slide show of pictures, but it makes me happy anyway. BECAUSE THEY ARE FUCKING GORGEOUS PICTURES. The end never fails to make me drool all over the desk. Though I believe it's been photoshopped. But hey, I can still dream.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4r9GbGMF5U

I wonder if they know how many girls [and boys] cream their pants of them paired together?

This is for Mali. I hope you enjoy:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXO5DHfHaDc&NR

And I'm pretty sure I love Gackt ten times more than I did before this video binge. XD



Hehe.
-squeals with glee-
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Mood: affectionate

mali is there one? Oct 24th, 2006 8:19:03 pm - Subscribe
omg! i feel so bad for showing jane and jenny that trailer for "Suicide Club."

I LOVE THAT MOVIE! but i guess it shows that im a tad bit weirder than most, i suppose.
>.<
i cannot help it!
wahhh!
lolz


well....i should work more on commissions. Yes. I will. Eventually.

oh oh oh drama drama drama! how i never seem to go through a day without you! oh oh oh drama drama drama! if there was a way i would fucking kill you!
do duu dooooo!

Don't you just love it when people aren't your friends anymore! such a relief! and so much more freedom!
^.^ ^.^
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Mood: hostile
Victoriandustrial.: in a erotic sort of way...

axa Finally Posting [10.24.2006] Oct 24th, 2006 4:21:55 pm - Subscribe
Ever since Aeonity was blocked at school, I no longer get on and post. Which is displeasing to my friends who enjoy reading my entries.

So I'll try to be more faithful in posting now. Since this is the only blog I really keep now, aside from a new one that I'm starting on an unblocked site at school. However, I suspect it will be blocked by the end of November.

So. Yaoi.
Real life slash.
Yep. All of it is hot.

Emily has been buying several movies as of late that have delicious Boy's Love in it.

Like Battle Royale II. Shuya/Taku = Love.

And then there is Moonchild, which stars Hyde [my favorite Japanese singer], and Gackt [who is becoming my second favorite]. They are so wonderful together. And so beautiful. ;o;

I can't wait to finish watching it, but I've been told that the end is so sad. ;o; But very Boys Love-y. So, that's good. <3

AND LATTER DAYS. OH MY FREAKING GOD. I loved it like something crazy.

And now I'm going to watch a movie. I'll try updating tomorrow or something.
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Mood: deprived
Victoriandustrial.: Chibis. ;o;

mali oh! jenny and jane! Oct 22nd, 2006 5:06:24 pm - Subscribe
here is the video i thought i couldn't find!
>.<
forevermore!
GxH
http://youtube.com/watch?v=n8go66MKui4
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Mood: addicted

mali HOW MUCH I LOVE GACKT! Oct 22nd, 2006 5:04:44 pm - Subscribe
http://youtube.com/watch?v=PGY-Td-PBU4
http://youtube.com/watch?v=BWQyYr0f_aY&mode=related&search=
http://youtube.com/watch?v=nZqOR3UiPrA&mode=related&search=
http://youtube.com/watch?v=CcnY8aCNYtU&mode=related&search=
WAHHHH GACKT AS A SCHOOLGIRL!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ESIzkVK59fU

im not freakin obsessed >.<
Moonchild made me this way. I swear.
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Mood: love
Victoriandustrial.: psh, hell yes!

axa ANGER! [10.18.2006] Oct 18th, 2006 2:57:01 pm - Subscribe
The school has blocked Aeonity on their computers. So now I can't get on every day and blog. Ugh. That makes me so freaking angry. And they blocked it as a Game site. WTF? I THINK NOT. DX

Next they'll block Smartania. And I'll be even more pissed off.

UGH. I'M BLEEDING FROM MY FUCKING VAGINA. I DO NOT NEED THIS KIND OF IRRITATION RIGHT NOW.

-storms and rants- ARGH.

I WANT TO CUT OUT MY OVARIES. RAWR. D<
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Mood: malicious
Victoriandustrial.: Cuddling with NO blood. T_T

mali a new obsession... Oct 15th, 2006 6:43:33 pm - Subscribe
with asian films!
I know own:
-Battle Royale 1 and 2
-Suicide Club
-Moon Child
-2LDK

and will hopefully soon own:
-Oresama
-The Royal Jester (The king and his clown)


WAHHHHHHHHHHHH! im so obsessed with BR!
I dislike the manga somewhat though...very hard to get into because of the art. But, nonetheless, very cool.
****************************

Btw...i told my parents almost everything i've kept secret from them. That was interesting. They accepted me liking vampires, dark things, and rock + metal music.
Then again, i haven't told them EVERYTHING.
I think i would be killed if i did.
o.o

i wanna watch Suicide club so badly right now!
and Moon child!
I <3 Gackt! and Hyde!
lol, he is a gansta in the movie...lol.
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Mood: accepted
Victoriandustrial.: yes, yes i am.

axa A Little Surprised [10.13.2006] Oct 13th, 2006 1:33:06 pm - Subscribe
Computer Application assignments have been getting a little more time consuming lately. But that's only because research has to be done to do them. For example, for the past two days we have been doing brochures. I did my firs on Wingate University. The second I did on the state of Pennsylvania. I manage to finish the informative parts of the brochure on the day it is assigned, and coming into class the following day I would put the finishing touches [my name, and such].

This weekend my mom and I are going to be putting together my Rainbow Fairy costume for the Halloween dance on the 21st. It was cheaper to make it than to buy an actual costume. I've compared myself to being a gay parade with all of the rainbow involved in the costume. Rainbow armwarmers, rainbow legwarmers, rainbow collar/choker, rainbow wings. And a friend of mine is going to make my eye make-up rainbow colorful as well. My mother, bless her naïveté, thinks it's a nifty idea to be a colorful fairy. She doesn't even realize what I'm going to be symbolizing by wearing it. Or, rather, she knows what the rainbow stands for, but she doesn't realize that I know and that it is my intention to stand for that. I love her to death. But I can't bring myself to tell her about the things that I like. It would disappoint her, and I just can't let her down. I couldn't face her, knowing that was disappointed with my choices.

I went to sleep at 11:00 last night. And I slept until 7:45 this morning. I'm finally feeling like I've had enough sleep. Which is great. I'm so glad that I'm not about to fall asleep. I'm so awake right now, it's insane.

I was somewhat satisfied with my grades at the end of the first six weeks. They went as such:

Psychology/Sociology: 96%
Latin II: 77%
Computer Apps: 100%
Forensics Science: 88%

I was a little annoyed at my Latin II grade. It's a C, but it's a low C. I really need to get a B. It was my fault, however, since I didn't finish all of my homework up. It dealt my grade a blow.

I'm REALLY annoyed by my Forensics grade. I had a 93 in that class. An A. But the school decided to drop a couple of the assignments that not everyone did. I'd done them. And taking away those assignments made the test that I bombed that much more important. So now I have a B. That pisses me off so much. I fucking hate that class. And I hate the school for making it without having a teacher ready to take it on. It's so irresponsible.

We are getting a teacher, however. A teacher that is giving up her planning period to take on the class. Each Forensics class has a different teacher. Because THAT is such a BRILLIANT plan. We're getting the teacher on Monday. She said that we might not even learn Forensics, because she doesn't know Forensics. I don't know about you, but doesn't defeat the purpose of it being a Forensics Science class? If the schoolboard wasn't loaded with assholes, we might have gotten a Study Hall. But no. They can only hire jackasses that don't remember what school is even like.

Rantrantrant.

Rah! I'm furious! Can't you tell?

Not really. Just annoyed is all. I'm required to rant about the school system being retarded. It's my job as a hormonal teenager, don't you know. Now. Onto other subjects. Like the Yaoi viewing and how it's been going.

Boku No Sexual Harassment gave a new meaning to "drunk off your ass", as my witty friend Emily mentioned. There is a scene in it which is, well, disgusting. Really disgusting. Nasty. Sick. Wrong. Etc.

If you don't have a strong stomach, I advise you not to read what I'm about to recount.

If you squirm very easily, leave this entry right now. If you can't handle squicky [vomit-inducing] concepts, then you do not need to read this. I promise you that you will be better off never knowing this. You'll never be able to eat a specific food ever again. EVER. I know that I never will.

There is a disgusting, vile man in Boku No Sexual Harassment. I don't remember his name. But he raped my cute little uke Junya. Then he blackmailed him with video tapes of their sex. And since Junya wants to keep his reputation, he remains a good little boy and does what he is told. Until Honma, his boss, decides to intervene. He gets his revenge. And the nasty man gets EXACTLY what is coming to him. Oh yes. But it is nasty. Very nasty.

Junya gives the nasty man a knockout drug in his bourbon [a type of alcohol]. He passes out, and when he wakes up we are given an interesting perspective of him. You can see a bottle of bourbon being emptied into what looks like his ass. For a second you think "Nah. They wouldn't do that." BUT THINK AGAIN. Honma was most definitely feeding and entire bottle of alcohol into nasty man's unattractive keister. EW. And he actually began to get drunk off of it.

I wanted it to end there. I REALLY did. But oh no. They couldn't spare me from further disgust. Next Honma brandishes corn. Still on the cob. With the leaves peeled back. "Oh my god. He wouldn't do- OH MY GOD." Honma thrusts it up nasty man's but and begins ministrations akin to anal sex. I'm about to puke at this point. IT WAS SHINY. AND NASTY. AND OH GOD I WANT TO THROW UP THINKING ABOUT IT.

Maybe you think I'm over-blowing this, but it was NASTY. I mean, I love a cock up a guy's ass as much as the next yaoi fangirl, but it was CORN. IN A MAN'S ANUS. Maybe it was my utter unattraction to nasty man, paired with the disgust of seeing food used LIKE THAT. Especially when I LIKE corn.

NOT ANYMORE. I will never. Ever. Eat corn again. Not with that image forever burned in my mind. If my mother serves corn on the cob for Thanksgiving, I'm pretty sure I'll upchuck. Yeah.

[/END DISGUST]

Zetsuai was really... I can't think of the word. Melodramatic? Yeah. I think that's it. AND THERE WAS NO FUCKING SEX IN IT. RAWR. I AM ANGRY. I WANTED TO SEE SEX. DX

I really liked the story line, though. But I'm afraid to see Bronze. It's a continuation of Zetsuai. Though I DO know that there is sex at the beginning. It made me quite happy.

We haven't watched Legend of the Four Horsemen or Fish in the Trap yet. But we will. Soon. When Emily DOESN'T complain about the artwork in FitT. That's right, mali. I'm talking to you.

Jane, Emily, and I are working the concessions at the Football Game tonight.

Don't get me wrong. I'm in no way displaying school spirit. It's because Mr. Horne begged me to do it, because he was short workers. Mr. Horne is my favorite teacher at this school. How could I possible say no? I don't have anything better to do.

So, we're going to have fun working together. I would say since we won't see Jane on Saturday, but I think we're going to see The Grudge 2? I think so, anyway. After she gets done with her SATs.

Emily is spending the night, so that's going to be fun. I think she's going to bombard me with horror movies.
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Mood: dandy
Victoriandustrial.: Cuddling! Fireplace! YAY! ^o^

axa Pinstripe [10.10.2006] Oct 10th, 2006 1:28:11 pm - Subscribe
Yesterday I received a new pair of pinstripe pants from a friend of mine. I was very excited to get them, as I have never owned pinstripe before. I'm wearing them today, and aside from being thin and the fact that I'm freezing my ass off, they are gorgeous pants. So classy and sophisticated. And I'm wearing heels. Again. Always with the four inch boost. [I very rarely wear tennis shoes.]

I gave my cousin Jessie nearly all of my old clothes, and they fit her well. I'm glad that they won't just go to waste being stuffed into bags while slowly deteriorating. And she apparently fell in love with the two Sailor Moon shirts that I gave her. Being that they no longer fit me, I thought it would be nice of me to send them to her. Yesterday I gave her my Sailor Moon wall scroll, and I may give her my Sailor Moon dolls. I'm not sure yet, since I'm kind of attached to them [to me they are collector items and part of my love for anime]. If she likes Sailor Moon at her age, then I might can corrupt her into watching other animes. Maybe I'll start her out with D.N.Angel. That's a good, cute anime.

And maybe one day, when she's my age, she'll be a dirty yaoi pervert. Not that I'm aiming for that, of course. But it would be nice not being the only person in my family who enjoys homosexuality. Sadly, she's from a very Southern family, of the type that allows their kids to swear at the age of seven and drop the 'N-bomb'. They might be very close-minded about homosexuals. Like my mother is.

I do hope that Jessie and I can become fairly good friends, and that we will be able to watch anime together and actually get along.

As it is, I heard a lot of bad things about my Uncle from my extended family, but for the most part none of it has been true. Except for the fact that Diane, his girlfriend/wife, is a lazy bitch that doesn't do anything. Since they've arrived, she hasn't gotten out of the bed once. She claims she is sick, and she is too tired. My Uncle is the one taking care of Anthony, Jessie, and Dalton. Not her. He's like a mother and a father.

Dalton is still as hyper as the first time I saw him. Charles brought them over last night, and he is some kind of craziness.

I'm a little ticked at my Uncle Charles, though. He lets Dalton watch whatever he wants. Doesn't matter if it's rated R or anything. No wonder the little guy swears like a sailor and knows twenty different ways to die [I really suspect that Dalton has seen Mortal Combat]. He's frighteningly smart and perceptive, but Charles is going to ruin him by letting his childhood end too quickly. Which is what is going to happen if he matures through the things that he watches.

Changing subjects, I'm exhausted today. Then again, in the last two days I've had a total of ten hours of sleep. That might explain it. I'm going to try getting to sleep early tonight. I don't have much homework in Latin, and nothing would be stopping me from snoozing the moment I hit home after coming from Jane's house at 6:30, or something.

Speaking of Jane's house, we're going to watch Zetsuai and Bronze today. It's going to be so delicious. I've heard that it's a lot like Papa to Kiss in the Dark, when it comes to the sex scenes. So it won't be really hardcore. More like some kind of softcore. Maybe. If even that.

I almost forgot. Yesterday I had to deal with a group of trolling assholes on Gaia. They decided to flame my good friend Sammy, and I was not about to stand for that. Jane and I took care of them. And then a Moderator signed on and that was the end of that. Honestly. People who troll are cowards. If they can't flame someone on their main usernames, then they are seriously lame. When I insult idiots, do I do it under one of my lesser known accounts? Fuck no. I want everyone to know I'm the one that sodomized them with my wit. I post their idiocy in my Journal for all of my friends to mock.

But I do it in such a way that I have never called them a profane insult, directly. I do not namedrop. They've called me a plethora of things. Generally it is calling me a "bitch", which is amusing, really. I'm not the kind of person to be affected by such a word. That is because I know that I'm a bitch, and I embrace my bitchdom. Being called a bitch just makes me giggle.

I just took a test in Computer Apps. I really hope that I did well on it. Considering there were two questions that we haven't even gone over. I've never seen the icons for ascending and descending order. Oh well. I'm sure I did fine, aside from that. Speaking of which, the computer that I'm using finally prints. It hadn't before today. Cochran had to read the files once I saved them onto the computer. I'm a little put off, though. Now I actually have to get out of my seat to retrieve my work and then turn it in. There goes my supreme laziness.

For once I got to eat lunch with Jane and Sammy. Normally they eat third lunch, while Emily and I are on second lunch. But today they were given second lunch, since the newspaper is coming to interview them, or something. Whatever the case, I got to hang out with them. Which was much fun, and lunch seemed much shorter than it usually does. ♥

My friends and I have gotten to see each other a lot today. This morning Emily picked me up for school, so I got to ride with her and Jane. We dropped by the gas station to pick up coffee, which was delicious. I was reunited with Jane, Emily, and Sammy during the Senior meeting, and then Jane and I were scheduled to go to Guidance to talk with a representative from Queens University in Charlotte. Only the representatitive didn't. show. up. We wasted twenty-five minutes waiting for her, but she never showed. And then Jane, Sammy, Emily, and I had lunch together. So today has been good, and friend filled.

Jane, Emily, and I get to enjoy some tasty yaoi♥ later today. So exciting! I really can't wait.

Computer Apps is dragging by today. I've got nothing to do but update my blog, but I'm running out of things to talk about. So, how about those...

Ah, forget it. I'm not even going to try to waste time. I've got my spiffy MP3 Player that my brother gave me yesterday, so I'll just listen to music for the last ten minutes of class. And maybe darken my eyeliner, since it's fading.
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Mood: destructive
Victoriandustrial.: Singing Karaoke? ;o;

axa Highly Annoyed [10.08.2006] Oct 8th, 2006 12:13:48 pm - Subscribe
I hate my father. He is the only person alive that I truly hate. I may dislike other people, but not him. I loathe him. Despise him.

I thought that he might be learning how to be civil. But, no. He hasn't learned a fucking thing. He's the same dipshit asshole that I can't stand.

He gets angry over stupid shit. Today he yelled at my mom because, GOD FORBID, his shirt wasn't washed. WHO THE HELL GETS PISSED OFF ABOUT THAT?

Seriously. If he wants his fucking shirt washed, he should do it himself instead of relying on everyone else. But he is obviously some sort of fucking king that wants us to do everything for him.

BULLSHIT.

That man is useless for everything. And he annoys the fuck out of me. At the age of seventeen, I'm more mature than he is.

My father needs to grow the hell up.
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Mood: angry
Victoriandustrial.: Merr. I wish.