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Well after a weekend in florida, I'm straight. I know what my limits are and where i want to be. I know who I want and what i want to be. It's time to make and take things for myself screw everyone else, fuck the girl that i used to think about and lacking her lips for me to kiss. I can finally not care as I did.
Pretty much 50 hours on the road, leaving pleanty of time thinking about a lot of things of the girl I thought I knew and wanted to be with. Well, I just got tired of thinking about her. I still am attracted to her, I just don't want to take the time wasting each day moaping in the sweat of work in thinking about her.
I also think I know what I want to be, and that's becoming more and more clear, it's hard to put it into words but it's not just a career I'm looking at. It's a lifestyle.
Either way of where I am, I am happy to be were I was before I left and happy to be alone. Atleast for now.
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