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| I miss you. |
Jan 29th, 2005 10:15:02 pm - Subscribe |
| i miss you..i really do the pain nauseates me. so i started smoking weeks after you left, although i detested the taste infringed upon my mouth.i inhaled greedily hoping the smoke would cling to my hair.my clothes.my skin just as it had clung so gracefully onto yours that day we walked around downtown in the frigid december weather.There was a culminating obsession to smell like you. to sound and act like you thinking it was a method of retrieval. to compensate for your absence. |
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| mood: sublime |
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| The mediocre life. |
Jan 29th, 2005 2:18:25 am - Subscribe |
| -I don't want to be here, could you lay me in a position where I will be at one with myself, with the sweet red, with the sweet red you spilt, will you paint my portrait in the snow?---- Hello, all. I've been sleep for most of the day -le sigh- I was suppose to go with my friends downtown, but my retared sleeping habbits had other plans. I failed both my test with 68's today in my classes. Grr. Driving on the way home from class was awful. I was so sleepy, and I almost dozed off while driving (yikes). I guess tommorow I could do something to make my day a productive one, but I doubt it. Anyways, I hope all you had a wonderful Friday. Ta. |
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| mood: blah. |
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| it hurts. |
Jan 27th, 2005 10:00:32 pm - Subscribe |
| my heart must have sank to my feet when it hit me. i started to walk and the pain set in. you didn't deserve it. god knows you didn't deserve it, but where was he that morning. it's got to be easier when you don't really care. when it's someone elses pain, someone elses loved one. this might kill you, but how many birds would it be with one stone? i need to be closer right now. i just want to give you a hug, feel your heart beating. memorize it's rhythm, just in case it's the last time i get to say i love you. These are just things i've wrote over the months. Just adding them to my blog. |
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| mood: zoned |
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| I can fit in. |
Jan 27th, 2005 9:53:37 pm - Subscribe |
| i wish i lived in a tree and had animal friends. we would talk about people and how foolish they can be. i'd laugh, not really knowing how much of a fool i am myself. however they would accept me, not out of pity, but because they would love the good in me. they wouldn't care how abnormal i looked. they would forgive me for not having fur or feathers, and secretly be a bit jealous of my smooth skin. i would eventually find someone like me. a fool, who would know what it's like to not quite fit in, but she would be the most beautiful thing i've ever laid eyes on. she would be brutally honest, yet have the most gentle touch. i'd even be a bit jealous of her smooth skin... | |
| mood: demure |
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| Fxck You |
Jan 27th, 2005 2:24:54 pm - Subscribe |
| There's a look on your face, I would like to knock out. See your sin in your grin, and the shape of your mouth. All I want is to see you in terrible pain, thought we won't ever meet I remember your name. You are scum, you are scum, and I hope that you know, that the cracks in your smile, are begining to show. Now the world needs to see, that its time you should go. Theres no light in your eyes, and your brain is too slow. Bet you sleep like a child, with a thumb in your mouth. I could creep up beside, put a gun in your mouth. Makes me sick, when I hear all the shit that you say, So much crap comming out, it must take you all day. There's a space in kept in hell, with your name on the seat. With a spike in the chair, just to make it complete. When you look at yourself, do you see what I see? If you do, why the fuck are you looking at me? There's a time for us all, and I think yours must be. Can you please hurry up, cause I find you obscene. We can't wait for the day, that your never around. When that face isn't here, and you rot underground. |
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| mood: wasted |
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