Confusion anyone wanna tell me what I should do
Date: Nov 26th, 2007 2:47:43 pm - Subscribe
Mood: confuzzled
Music...: 45 - Shinedown
So its 8 in the morning, 8:46 to be exact but whatever. Anyways, you know this whole thing with Eva wanting to move my butt up to Missouri when she gets a place? Well that sounds great, theres just more that goes with that.
Last Monday Eva tells me she loves me, and she wants to move my butt up to Missouri, when she gets her place, and kick him out lol, and I'm like well, Cody wouldn't like that would he? And she's like well he's probably going to the Marines and she isn't going to wait on him forever, and if he does, or something happens with them she would give us another chance right. Oh and she's pregnant, she didn't tell me that until after she told me he's probably going into the Marines. So she finally told him, that she's pregnant and he told her that his life was fucked up, and he don't want the baby, cause he didn't want kids now if ever. So unless something has changed between then and now, I guess, I'd go up there.
There's more though.
Jade wants me to move up there with her, cause she thinks it would be good for me, and I think it would be good for me to be around her for a while too. So that's an option. One in which I am going to consider.
I was talking about all this to Mickey last night, and I'm like well there is no reason for me to stay in Texas is there? And she's all going into what do I want her to say and all that, and I don't care what she says, I just want her to give me a reason to stay. But she won't which I know, and I wanted her to tell me what she thought I should do, stay, go to IL, or go to Missouri. And she has no clue. I have no clue.
I did tell her though that if I leave Texas I probably won't come back unless something happened to my parents or my brothers, or my sister. Or Misti or my nephews. Or if my sister and the nephews wanted me to come down.
I have no idea what I want to do, what I should do.
Cause I wanna stay in Texas and see if something would happen with me and Mickey, but she probably won't even be there next year, cause of some ex, he wants to get back with her, and he wants her to move up there with him, and they will probably eventually get married and have kids and the whole nine yards.
I wanna go to Missouri and be with Eva and the baby, but she needs to figure out what she wants to do first, and I don't want to push anything.
So that leaves IL right?
So that would be the best choice, right?
(Jess what do you think?????)
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