rosa
Date: Sep 13th, 2008 2:12:16 pm - Subscribe
Mood: content
Music...: come to my window - melissa etheridge

So one day a month or so ago, I added an ex and ex I was pretty sure she didn't remember me. She was my very first girlfriend the very first girl I ever wanted to be with, and her name is Rosa. We split though, got back together and split again. We had our problems, we couldn't ever really stay friends, because it would all come down to, I don't think she wanted me to be with anybody but her, an I don't think I wanted her to be with anybody but me, especially not Clara. Anybody but Clara, me, yes me, I loved her, I didn't love her the first time I was with it, it wasn't really until a year later, that I really fell for her, yes I loved her in my own way, but it wasn't until I had lost her completely, that I realized I really did love her.

Part of me is still going to always love her, even more then Eva, in fact I'm not even sure I'm in love with Eva anymore. I know I love Rosa, mostly cause she was my first girlfriend and if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be who I am today, she in some way helped shape me into the person I am today, its hard to explain.

I needed her, an she was there.
Its weird because I've known her a little bit longer then I've known everybody else, and we've fought off and on, we stopped talking, we started talking, we stopped talking, we started talking. I think we knew it was safe, cause we'd eventually go back to each other even if we wasn't together, we was still there for each other.
Every time we stopped talking it'd be right around my birthday or a couple weeks before, that either she'd find me, or I'd find her. It was always like that. And it probably always will be like that.
Its around my birthday again, and she's back, this time I tracked her down, she still hasn't changed id's its still the same, its been since I met her. For that I'm kind of glad, because I don't know what I would do if I couldn't find her.
I don't know, she's always there, even if she isn't there in my life at the time, I know she's there.

Volverte A Amar - Alejandra Guzman
Voy de prisa
Siempre en contra del reloj
Todo lo que vivi nunca fue para mi
Y aunque duele aceptarlo es así
Tonterías
Nos separan a los dos
Una historia sin fin se vuelve a repetir
Y es que se que soy parte de ti
Por que después
De tu amor
Ya no hay nada
Y reconozco el miedo en tu mirada.

Porque
Siempre caígo rendida cuando tu me llamas
Porque
Siempre a cada minuto te vuelvo a extrañar
Eres para mí
Desde que te vi
No te dejo de pensar
Y esque tengo tanto miedo
De volverte a amar.

Volvería
A apostar
Por este amor
A perder la razón
Eres tu la ilusión
Que atrapa mi corazón
Por que después
De tu amor
Ya no hay nada
Y reconozco el miedo en tu mirada.

Porque
Siempre caígo rendida cuando tu me llamas
Porque
Siempre a cada minuto te vuelvo a extrañar
Eres para mí
Desde que te vi
No te dejo de pensar
Y esque tengo tanto miedo
De volverte a amar.

Porque
Siempre caígo rendida cuando tu me llamas
Porque
Siempre a cada minuto te vuelvo a extrañar
Eres para mí
Desde que te vi
No te dejo de pensar
Y esque tengo tanto miedo
Tengo
Tanto, tanto miedo
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