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The Beauty Of Relationships Sep 1st, 2005 8:20:14 am - Subscribe
Mood | alive

When you have a disagreement with one person you can go out to lunch with someone else and even though you feel bad about person 1 at least you have person 2 to cheer you up.

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Astral Aug 3rd, 2005 8:42:51 pm - Subscribe
Mood | animated

I've decided not to write to him. It's not going to be worth it. Although a few days ago I thought I had something that I really wanted to discuss but I realized he will simply give me the run around.

There is no point in dealing with that now is there?

I already can predict with a certain amount of accuracy what the outcome of contacting him would be.

So, I've decided basically whatever happens...BLAH! Whatever!

I really don't give a damn about it and when that happens it's pretty much DEAD.

Can you read me now?
Good.

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Kiss The Sky Aug 2nd, 2005 9:11:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood | whatever

Guess what I have now decided, I quit the team. I really no longer derive satisfaction from any of the characters I am allowed to play.

I feel a sense of great relief come over me.

In actuality I feel that I am free from the chains that bind me.

I did not know what to say or do at first and I could not find a practical communication link between me and the boss. I felt unappreciated anyway.

They only wanted me to provide volunteer work and it was cutting into my studies and actual work schedule.

I guess I'm moving on now.

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neverending holiday Jul 29th, 2005 3:35:40 pm - Subscribe
Mood | ethereal

I know something and I see something. Just because I'm not on top of it exactly yet doesn't mean I won't be soon.
Ohhhnooo don't think I'm not seeing I'm just busy doing other things at the moment.

I will be around soon enough.

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cheery-o joy Jul 27th, 2005 2:57:38 am - Subscribe
Mood | zonked

oh gawd, i don't think i can take this

*everything else i just typed was deleted*

and who wants to type it all once again at 3 a.m. ?

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Time slipping away? Jul 15th, 2005 8:21:34 pm - Subscribe
Mood | secure

Tonight?
Within the next hour or something like that?

What's the big ordeal?

I wish I knew what it means to you. There's plenty of time don't you think?

I find ya later on I then.

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1. Sphere Of Friends Jun 26th, 2005 11:14:35 am - Subscribe
Mood | shattered

Guess what, I'm not supposed to talk about how I feel in great detail because it is considered UNFAIR.

I hang around some rough creatures. No sappy chicken soup, how do you feel today love type of emotions going on in my circle.

I guess ultimately it is my choice and you've gotta love 'em even when you hate 'em.

"Hey jerk, you're not worth my time."

I'm talking severe brutality with these folks.

Like if you're too old they're going to run you over with a freight train after they steal your wallet and your friggin' lunch. Hey but I'm not complaining, I'm just boo hoo hoo-ing all the way home to heaven knocking on the "pearly gate" asking God, "Why? Why do they do these things?"

Terrible isn't it? Yes, but if anyone hears you spreading those germs around trust me, your disease will be vaccinated against faster than you can say MOUTH ROT.

It's sort of like don't be a pussy, be a porn star and rock on, or "fuck on" with the best of them.

Hey, hey, no I ain't complaining, I'm just relaying the cool breeze I feel blowing on my nearly frostbit ass.

Hey but my friends say, "WTF another one bites the dust."

These guys are germs and they are spreading their disease faster than HIV spreads in a bath house.

Like I really know what a bath house is. I have an idea but it's not like you'll find one in my backyard.

Oh well, sleep kills. Or is that LOVE? Probably HIV and chronic heroin addiction, but wtf who am I to say.

***That was my way of expressing myself using my tough exterior shell form. I'm really quite soft inside once you get to know me.

My feelings are hurt, but I really cannot complain. I participated just as much as my good 'ole buddies (from hell) did.

It's freaky that I'm still bitching how much I love my friggin' creep-O friends. Weird. Very weird.


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