Guess what I have now decided, I quit the team. I really no longer derive satisfaction from any of the characters I am allowed to play.
I feel a sense of great relief come over me.
In actuality I feel that I am free from the chains that bind me.
I did not know what to say or do at first and I could not find a practical communication link between me and the boss. I felt unappreciated anyway.
They only wanted me to provide volunteer work and it was cutting into my studies and actual work schedule.
I guess I'm moving on now.
I've decided not to write to him. It's not going to be worth it. Although a few days ago I thought I had something that I really wanted to discuss but I realized he will simply give me the run around.
There is no point in dealing with that now is there?
I already can predict with a certain amount of accuracy what the outcome of contacting him would be.
So, I've decided basically whatever happens...BLAH! Whatever!
I really don't give a damn about it and when that happens it's pretty much DEAD.
Can you read me now?