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Nov 29th, 2010 12:30:49 am - Subscribe |
| I miss her. I gave up a good thing: someone who really loved me and who was silly and spontaneous. Looking back, she is exactly what I am trying to find, without any luck whatsoever. She never answers when I text her and never calls back when I leave her messages. Out of nowhere, she texted me tonight. She said: "Hey. Moving to FL soon. Going thru stuff I saved when we met online. Awkward, but... Thank you for memories". That just kills me inside. I wish I could tell her how she still has a special place in my heart without freaking her out. Every time I try to mention anything like that to her she freaks out and thinks I'm trying to hit on her or something. My fingertips are sore/bruised from playing so much banjo today. I learned the chords for Telephone by Lady Gaga and made a banjo rendition. It's pretty amazing but I'm too shy to ever play it for anybody. |
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| mood: nostalgic Music: Hellogoodbye |
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