hey therrre. i'm new!!  and i'm waiting at 6:30am to go to the diner with an ex boyfriend.. hm.. pointless much? Almost. well, i just felt the urge to blog some, well, really "write"/type some  check back again. hopefully i'll remember the site this time and can update you more; good night |
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here we go. work was almost lame this afternoon, but, it ended quite quickly..so i was pleased. i met a friend at work too well, everyone's really Really friendly there.. but *his name is Bill. a tid bit too young for my liking (17 - 18 in october).. i'll be 20 this month. i've only gotten with two people younger than me and never, ever in a relationship with one. but whoa whoa whoa, that's just speaking too far. he is quite cute however. and definitely acts older than he really is, which makes me forget about the age difference. and he loves to smoke.guys/boys/men can be hard as hell to read sometimes though, so it's a bit sketchy where he's coming from. enough of him. one of my mom's friends was over when i got home. Debbie, she use to live with us. i just found out today that she's a lesbian.. i had noo idea. she's pretty as hell too. no idea what so ever. but then again, people wouldn't/don't think that i'm bi-sexual, so, it's understandable. not only did it not bother me at all, why would it? besides the fact that i'm half way in the same boat as she is, i have gay family members. Non-homo-phobe right here (lol) i'm on spring break at the moment. not much of a "spring" since it's FREEZING. :[ i dislike, hate, despise the cold weather. it's pretty much good for absolutely nothing. except the fact that everything dies and a slow, strong wind of depression hits me every single year. winter blues my dear. i think i like this little community blog shindig. i hope i can blog more than i have been. i'm a livejournalinian but.. i've had for so many years i've been looking for a new place. a place where i really don't have to hold back anything because of the people that view it. yay.hmmm.. what else. working all week this week. i'm supposed to head over to Matt's, an ex boyfriend of mine who i'll probably formally introduce later, but i'm so tired. i don't know if i feel like peeling my ass off this seat or out of my house into the winter air. eh. now i have to wait for him, like a half hour. grrr. i'm going to make myself familiar with this site and shit i can do with it.. i'll be back. <3 |
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here.. how about you get to know me a little better with a gay myspace survey.. if you'll actually read it. :O 1. What should we call you? Nicole, Nikki, Picole 2. And how old might you be? 19 3. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for? yup 4. If you saw your boy/girlfriend kissing another person, what would you do? uhm, ask them what the fuck's goin on i suppose 5. What is bothering you right now? my back, really. 6. Who did you spend Valentine's Day with? myself. and maybe matt. i don't remember. i don't celebrate stupid holidays, sorry. 7. Was last New Year's enjoyable? of course. 8. I'll betcha you miss someone right now: yeah there's a few. like Deziree. and people from camping. my two awesome cousins. my best friend Colleen. that's about it. 9. And they would be where? everywhere 10. Can you type over 60 words per minute? i dunooo 11. Are you high? nope 12. McDonalds or KFC? neither thanks 13. Krispy Kremes or Dunkin Donuts? America runs on Dunkin...duhh. 14. Target, Wal-Mart or K-Mart? wal mart!! 15. If there was a large spider in the room, would you stay? most likely 16. What time is it ? 841 17. Would you ever become a vegetarian or even vegan? sure 18. Where are you right now? computer room 19. What is your desktop picture? different colors of blues, greens and purples. 20. Can you swim well? yup, i haves a pool :] 21. Do you shop for clothes? uh, yah. 22. Do you believe in ghosts? never saw one before. 23. Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris? Paris 24. How about Melbourne or Rome? Rome!! hell yea. 25. Do you have a guitar in your house? nope 26. Are you listening to music right now? i am 27. Who else is in the room with you? me myself and i :p 28. In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies? both 29. Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? no way 30. How often do you get onto myspace/facebook? everyday i would say. 31. How long can you go without smiling? not long at all 32. Do you have enemies? of course 33. What are you doing? this. 34. Is your bed made of metal or wood? wood 36. Ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person? actually, i have. 37. Who last called you babe/baby? probably Coll 38. What last made you sad? some of my relationships with certain people, good and bad.. |
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work. yay. 10 to 5 puts a working on my feeties. tonight.. club? 80's night. mmm 80's.<3 so good. i think i might go.. i'm thinking about it and going to decided shortly, unconsciously. i'd rather take a nap and sleep all night. however, i do have off tomorrow. i'm supposed to go to Stockton to see Casey, one of my best friends from middle school, and during the day this guy Derek, one of a few friends from highschool. boy oh boy. i think this is the end. so short, myyy baaaad |