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The fact that the other site is down (for how long already, I have no idea) is why this should be ample of space to write.

My ability to think and write comprehensive works have sort of declined over time. I tend to be less bothered to take a bit of my time in the course of the day, to jot down even one or two lines. Even my paper journals have been collecting dust for far too long. I may have forgotten what it means to be inspired in writing.

The past recent weeks, I have been away on a long course. A 3-week course to be exact. I initially had dread in me when the idea of being couped up in a hotel room and the the outdoors for the 3 weeks got to me. All in the wrong intentions.

In the context of having to communicate and work with people outside from my comfort zone (work, school and so on), I can give my self a pat on the back for a good work. I am generally hard to blend in straight away. It is much easier when I put my head to it and do it with the right intentions. Getting the intentions into focus like a burning torch at the end of a dark tunnel, does its trick.

At this age, I'm more game for anything new. I'm still reserved about some opinions I have, but that's just because I believe that you can never fully trust people 100%. Especially ones you have just met. And there is that percentage of paranoia in me, that was probably instilled in me through the television crap we all get. Paranoia about agents and double agents and whatnots. But then, at the end of the day, if we have the right intentions, live the right way, and believe, then, insyaAllah, things will flow well at the end.