I'm going to the Czech Republic and Germany in February.
It's a study trip for a class I'm taking in University next semester...
We get to stay in a former extermination camp and visit Auschwitz.
Haven't updated. Don't really care - everyone I -knew- here is either gone or probably hates me by now.
Things have been going all right I guess.
I've been exersizing like crazy, and gaining weight; how beautiful! It's ridiculous.
Why am I updating again after such a long time?
I guess I figured I wanted people to care again - because nobody else does anymore. I know that nobody will here anyway, but I don't care that much.
Got a new job - at an art and crafts store... lots of hours... too many, actually. Too many to even think about my university courses. But school is going well... I like it.
Yeah I got tickes on the 12th the second they went on sale and I'm way back in row O.... well I'm going to see it at the Warner Theatre in DC in May! ......*random end*
Well 6 days til RENT movie is on dvd!
NOTHING happens in the middle of nowhere (where I live) well except today in science this guy put some sterno on his hand and lit on fire! It was pretty cool.... other than that... nothin'
I just made it I hope it's hard enough for the true rent heads!
Difficult Rent Trivia(Movie and Play)
post your results and maybe even harder questions in you comments! please take it and give me feed back!
I'm in love!
I absolutley adore Rent!
I've never actually seen the lay but have heard the OBC recrording and love the movie. I'm so obsessed! Can't even put it into words!
I'm watching the play from Bolivia in Spanish! lol!
You might be a Renthead if . . .
~you can relate almost anyword to RENT
~you call cash "flow".
Post some that refer to you!
Well I've been at my new school since august and I just made my first friends their names are Rosie and Lauren! I've reached the point where things are so comfotable that it's so incredably UNcomfortable. I mean I totally hate it there yet I doesn't bother me to be there causing me to feel awkward. It's almost like I still waiting to wake up from this nightmare! I feel so boxed in I mean So much is expected of me that I can't show even one ounce of emotion anywhere. It's like if I'm anything less than perfect My dad beat's me and my teacher's and class mate think i'm sick or something. I just can't be myself anymore.|
Also have you ver felt connected to some who has passed away but you didn't even know? I was wonderin because right now I do.
Music Codes Central
Zeeky Boogy Doog! *explosion* *kamikaze watermelon*
I love that movie!
No happy? Spot today. I'm not too happy.
Due to insane content reader discretion strongly advised! lol-e?
well all of today sucked. I mean it was raining it's like 30 some-odd degrees. It's just awful. So I walk into 4th block math. First off out teacher's out so our sub walks in like 10 minutes late. Quite obviously she doesn't know shit about math. So things are a bit tense. So class goes on and all of a sudden This guy volunteers to lay in the middle of the room and act like he's having a Seizure. It was so FUNNY! I was crying.... Well clas goes on and this other guy get called up to solve a problem on the board. He SPAZZES OUT and the next thing you know the board eraser is flying through the room. It was just classic. well that's just about it for today.
Birthdate: September 8
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Eye Color: Deep brown
Pets: Pepsi(dog Shelty/? mix)
Place of Birth: TN.
Position in band: well once we acually become a band...lead guitar and back vocals
Sun sign: Virgo
Tree: Weeping Willow
Clothing: pretty much anything but mainly funny shirts, a black hoodie,a beanie/some weird hat, and long pants or bondage pants,chucks(black,camo,leather)
Bands I like: TLC,Hawthorne Hights,Fall Out Boy,Silverstein,Silvertide,The Hurt Process
Food: almost anything edible... Chocolate
Movie: Seventeen again,Selena,Mean Girls,Anything Tim Burton
Car: Civic( I want one)
Sport:Skateboarding,Extreme dodgeball,Golfball stacking
Season:Fall or Winter
Quote: "Just because something's a little broken doesn't mean it's not good"~Me "Pain is a beautiful thing"~Criss Angel
"All the most important words start with L, Live, learn, laugh, love, Lisa Lopes"~ Lisa "Left Eye" Lopes
Cereal:Lucky Charms! They're Magicaly Delicious
Resturant: um Arby's
Movie Quote: Dude"this bumper was pulled off by the bus of Selenas"-Selena
Other things I love: Music,my mom, My Nana(RIP 1926-2004)
Dislikes: all of Bunki(the webmisstress)'s dislikes lol-e?
Funny things I say:"Let's get Jazz-ified" "lol-e?(laugh out loud eh?)"
Musical influnces:Lisa "Left Eye" Lopes(R.I.P 1971-2002)
Life Goal: To do something to really change someone's life for the better
Good Habbit:um Doing homework?
Musical Heros: Lisa "Left Eye" Lopes, Tionne "T-Boz" Watkins, Rozanda "Chilli" Thomas,Selena
Dream: To become truely happy
Special moment in life: Busch Gardens and Hershey Park in Grade 7, Making it into Advanced Band
Songs that have the most meaning to me: A New Star is Born~ Lisa "Left Eye" Lopes, Blue Burns Orange~ Hawthorne Heights
Well there you hav it bunki just copy and paste and add color! <("<) <(0.o)> (>")>
Music Code provided by Music Video Codes
Probably my favorite TLC song. I'm so bored. Well I just don't know sometimes....
My friend is moving awat but It's all good! I wasn't invited to her going away party. But that's not why I'm upset. I upset because her reason for not inviting me. She said she thought I would want to come because I live 20 miles away from her current home(not the one she moving to, I live about 2 hour from there). It hurts me that she thinks I don't want to be there because I live 20 miles off. This may be the last time I ever see her. Why wouldn't I want to be there? Does she think I don't care? Is that how seem? Do you really think that? Do you............
well. I'm out of school again. It sucks balls. All my friends are in school,20 miles away. I've nothing to do. Well if anyone has any jokes for me I'll take 'em. I think I'm gonna die of boredom.
Due to insane content viewer discretion is advised.(lol)..........
Well I'm out of school today and tommorow
so i've nothin to do. I think I post funny shit from yesterday.
Random IM conversation between my friend and this guy.
Friend: Mommy I don't want to eat my chicken
Guy: well how can you have dessert if you don't eat your meat. lol
"When I was little I hated PB&J because it made feel like a kid, now that I'm older I love PB&J because it makes me feel like a kid"- me
"just because something is a little brocken doesn't mean it's not good"-me
"Silence is golden,but duct tape is silver"-unknown
Gettin' my blog on..........
well,Things are so awfull now that i've moved some of my "friends" have replaced me others just don't call me.I hate my new school. I have to be totally fake around my family....UGH. I always told myself to never let go, to not give up on myself, but more and more I find myself wanting to jump. If only I had his friendship... If only.
Anywho, I hate myself rightnow. I know lets play a littl game. Who ever reads my blog should tell me a joke in their comments. I'll call it the "Save Flaming's Life" fund - the funds *face fall*
I really need a fiend right now. I just tell you a joke so maybe you won't stop reading.
"There were 2 muffins in the oven. One said "Damn it's getting hot in here!" the other said"Oh My Gizzle, you can talk?!?!"
I just feel so............................................. I've reached that point were it's like I don't care if I live or die... I'm moving and it's tearing me apart I don't even want to talk about that shit right now.
Life sucks. I dont even know up from left anymore. I just need to scream AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I keep having this dream and sometimes when i'm not sleeping I "dream it anyway"
It starts out like this
with this guyI really like (we'll callhim Dude)
Dude:hey I wanna show you something
He grabs me He runs some barbed wire up my arm cutting me deep. Then he ties it really tight around my wrist cutting through me wrist. My arm is bleeding so badly.
He runs off I go to find Nicole.I se her
Me: I need some sizzors now!
Nicole:Cuz your gonna cut yourself with 'em
Me: No I need to cut this off
I show her my are.
I run away crying my arm still drentched in blood, I'm leaving drops of blood behind.
I run and stop once I see Dude.
I show him my arm.
I think it might mean something. I really scared.
well at school for v-tines day you can send your peeps chocalate roses. pretty stupid huh?
so my friend sends one to this guy saying it's from her ex-boyfriend
cuz they havent been gettin along to well so she sent him one from him, and he tells the english teacher.. why I dunno but he tells her and she just laughs in his face ! i was like lol but then I saw he was kinda hurt and I was all like aww.. it was just so wierd that MRS.S laught at him like that. yeah
What makes a good couple my not so rant-ish rant
To me a good couple must have...
a) More than 1 person and less than 3 people.(hint 2 people)
b)a meeting of the minds
c)angsty Emo luv
without those there is no couple.... sorry if I wasted you time I just had to point that out I dunno why I just did...