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she Idolatress - Subscribe
These gardens of angst
In which I stand
Lost and confused
Hungry for more
Eager to cross
This river of tears

Safe in this void
In which I live
Free from despair
Weaving a web
Surrounding my soul
Imprisoned distress

In a world of dying angels
Trespassers on unknown domains

Traumatic defeat
This time I'll burn
For one thousand years
Bearing the truth
Deep down inside
It dies with me

Taste the pure salt
Of misery
Hell's ecstasy
Feel destiny
Breathe in your neck
Cut you so deep

Twisting my mind
Living in sin
Dying within
Wicked and mean
Sinister eyes
Staring at me

Arch Enemy
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Mood: Sick

she Everyone I Love Is Dead Jan 14th, 2006 8:18:00 pm - Subscribe
Seems three years - though maybe four
someone drops dead - whom i adore
you love someone - there will be grief
the kiss of death - lips of a thief - goddammit

A dusty stack of photographs
of times i cried - but mostly laughed
commit the past - into blue flame
acrid smoke - cowardly shame - goddammit

At times i'm truly terrified
cause dope and booze - don't help to hide
they're used to mask - a weakling's hurt
it's just like painting - over dirt

Everyone i love is - dead - everyone i love is - dead - all dead

life's a game i cannot win
both good and bad - must surely end
the mirrors - always tell the truth
i love myself for hating you

Everyone i love is - dead - everyone i love is - dead
everyone i love is - dead - everyone i love is - dead - goddammit

Goddammit

All dead - all dead
all dead all dead all dead all dead all dead all dead all dead
all dead - all dead
goddammit
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Mood: Crushed
My Soul's Medicine: Type O Negative - Everyone I love Is Dead

she Prince Of Eyeliners Jan 2nd, 2006 12:10:09 pm - Subscribe
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Mood: sinful
My Soul's Medicine: L'ame Immortelle - 5 Jahre

she Messing with.. Dec 29th, 2005 2:48:23 pm - Subscribe
Photoshop.. Such a lovely thing.
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Mood: wicked
My Soul's Medicine: Anders Manga - Burn

she Alone - Is it worth it? Dec 26th, 2005 8:33:19 pm - Subscribe
Alone is so much easier, once you get used to that idea. You just do what you do.. You don't have to care about anyone/thing, don't have to talk to anyone.. You're just abiding. Living your life in your own way. Alone.

But what about those times when you want to talk? When you need some comfort? Help? A warm hug? A kiss? A touch? You don't get that when you give up. You don't get all that when you're alone.
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Mood: alone
My Soul's Medicine: Mattafix - Big City Life