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I'm still alive - Subscribe
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Just so you all know, I'm still alive. and just as emo as ever. School got out on friday. Nothing to do. Bordem. Lost the ability to form a complete sentance apparently. None of that. I've been so bored I started alphabatizing my dads dvds. GAH! Anyways Anyways nothing. I'm pretty much out of things to say. Bordem and broken hearts. That's all I've got at the moment, and it's hard to explain the broken hearts part. She doesn't really care. She never has. but that's not quite right. Nicole has a theory that she's just a bit immature. Maybe it's a freshman thing. Or maybe it's just her. It's the same reason Kyley dumped her. one of the reasons Sam broke up with her (I was the other reason but we don't need to get into that). This isn't making any sense, is it? Oh well. |
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FUCK Jun 7th, 2006 11:47:53 pm - Subscribe
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Ashley can go die in FUCKING HOLE! I don't fucking care anymore. I honestly don't care. But I guess that's a lie. If I didn't care I woldn't be posting this. I wouldn't be so damn close to an emotional breakdown. I miss her. |
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I don't know...I just don't know Jun 18th, 2006 3:43:53 am - Subscribe
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I don't know what's going on. I don't how I feel right now. I don't know how she feels. I don't know what I want to do. I got it in my head to break up with Beth a couple of days ago, but everytime I picked up the phone to call her I just couldn't go through with it. I though about calling Mara too. She could have done the good sister thing and helped me figure out what the hell was going on in my head, but I couldn't even imagine putting this into words. Really though the only people that have ever really understood what was going on in my head are Ashley and Tobie. I feel stupid talking about my relationship woes with Tobie and Ashley, well... So Mara couldn't have helped much anyways. I don't think I could go through with breaking up with her now though. But something needs to change. I need to talk to her. Something needs to change in general, not just with Beth. I just got Carrie Underwood's CD. Maybe I'll get back on country music. I wish Nicole would get online. |