I don't know...I just don't know
Date: Jun 18th, 2006 2:43:53 am - Subscribe
I don't know what's going on. I don't how I feel right now. I don't know how she feels. I don't know what I want to do.
I got it in my head to break up with Beth a couple of days ago, but everytime I picked up the phone to call her I just couldn't go through with it. I though about calling Mara too. She could have done the good sister thing and helped me figure out what the hell was going on in my head, but I couldn't even imagine putting this into words.
Really though the only people that have ever really understood what was going on in my head are Ashley and Tobie. I feel stupid talking about my relationship woes with Tobie and Ashley, well... So Mara couldn't have helped much anyways.
I don't think I could go through with breaking up with her now though. But something needs to change. I need to talk to her.
Something needs to change in general, not just with Beth. I just got Carrie Underwood's CD. Maybe I'll get back on country music.
I wish Nicole would get online.
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