Date: Jun 7th, 2006 10:47:53 pm - Subscribe
Ashley can go die in FUCKING HOLE!
I don't fucking care anymore. I honestly don't care.
But I guess that's a lie. If I didn't care I woldn't be posting this. I wouldn't be so damn close to an emotional breakdown.
I miss her.
I'm still alive
Date: Jun 5th, 2006 1:25:05 am - Subscribe
Mood: confused and in love
Just so you all know, I'm still alive.
and just as emo as ever.
School got out on friday. Nothing to do. Bordem. Lost the ability to form a complete sentance apparently. None of that. I've been so bored I started alphabatizing my dads dvds. GAH!
Anyways nothing. I'm pretty much out of things to say. Bordem and broken hearts. That's all I've got at the moment, and it's hard to explain the broken hearts part.
She doesn't really care. She never has. but that's not quite right. Nicole has a theory that she's just a bit immature. Maybe it's a freshman thing.
Or maybe it's just her.
It's the same reason Kyley dumped her. one of the reasons Sam broke up with her (I was the other reason but we don't need to get into that).
This isn't making any sense, is it? Oh well.
Date: May 18th, 2006 9:43:59 am - Subscribe
So, I haven't posted in a while. I suck like that. There just hasn't really been anything to say. There still isn't, but I'm posting anyways.
There's this anime convention thing in Detroit in November that I kind of want to go to. It's not really my thing. I'm just following Beth and Tobie, but I think it might be fun. I'll have to cosplay though, 'cause that's half the fun. I don't know who I'm going to go as. Maybe someone from Maria-sama ga Miteru, cause that show owns. Seras from Hellsing would be cool too, or Integra, but I don't think I could really pull off Integra's awesomeness.
Well that's it I guess. <3 Much love.
Date: May 9th, 2006 1:27:20 pm - Subscribe
My internet got shutoff, so I won't be online for a while. meh. I have to resort to using school computers to check my myspace. Fuck that shit.
ahhh. I'm tired and bored and today sucked. Beth wasn't here to cheer me up, so my sanity is breaking. I still have no good music. Edwin got me sick. bastard.
I'm gonna stop whining now.
Today was a good day
Date: Apr 25th, 2006 8:33:22 pm - Subscribe
Today was a good day. I've said that a few times lately, but it always decides to go bad right after I say it's good. It's almost nine at night though; I doubt it could take a turn for the worse this late.
Yesterday really sucked. I wasn't even sane enough to get online and bitch about it. I got home a five and spent the next two hours on the phone with Mara trying to find a way to not be home. She still hasn't gotten her car back so we need to rely on our parents to give us rides. That's not working out so well.
But I'm getting ahead of myself. Yesterday at lunch, Val told me she heard a rumor from some random freshman kid that Beth was going to dump me. *FUCK* As if I'm not paranoid enough about her not liking me, lets through that on top of it all. Yeah, I was a little upset.
So that's why yesterday sucked, but this is a happy post. Really, it is. Today canceled out yesterday's crap. When I told Beth about that rumor, she was all pissed off. She said she was going to hunt this girl down and kill her for even suggesting that she was going to dump me.
Words cannot express how happy that made me.
And once I got over the whole "OMFG she's gonna dump me" thing, I got to thinking; why the hell would someone spread that rumor? Why the hell do people care? Then I realized that people actually know who I am. That is so cool. I have a reputation. And everyone thinks that Brittaney is a lesbian because she's hanging out with me so much now. That just confirms the reputation. I'm the lesbain. People know who I am, know who I'm dating, and whats more, they actually care. This is so freakin' cool.
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