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Red Skittle
Date: Mar 29th, 2006 8:46:39 pm - Subscribe
Mood: awesomeness of awesome


So I just found one of those bulletins on Myspace, you know the ones where you pick something from a bunch of random objects that have nothing to do with anything to represent your love life. It was the first one I got since I started dating Beth. I just can't get over how awesome it is that I got to pick the "Taken and lovin' every minute of it" option rather than one of the many "Single and wanting to shoot my self" options. <3

It's crazy. I've just been in a perpetual good mood for the past two days. I keep zoning out and the next thing I know someone is asking why I have a big cheesy grin on my face. I love it.

We were going to go to the mall today, but her parents said she couldn't or something, so I just ended up wandering around town with my sister for four hours. That would have been a lot of fun, but we were both a little depressed because I was looking forward to hanging out with Beth and she was looking forward to hanging out with her boyfriend, and niether of them showed up. But eh, I'll see Beth at school tomorrow and Mara is going over to Mike's house after school so we'll live.

Tomorrow's the last day of school before spring break, so thats cool. I'm finally going to have some free time.

Oh yeah, and today is my birthday <3 w00t!
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Happiness of Happy
Date: Mar 27th, 2006 8:57:54 pm - Subscribe
Mood: <3*HAPPY DANCE*<3


sooo... *HAPPY DANCE*

I just had the BEST day in recent memory (you can tell just how good it was because best is in all caps <3). I know I've posted someting about Beth. I had to of. There was a huge crush and I was scared shitless that she would break my heart and then she started dating Sam but then Her and Sam broke up last week and I've been working on not being chicken shit and asking her out and holy damn this sentence runs on like no sentence has ever ran on before. Oh well, back to the story (using decent grammer from now on, I promise (this part doesn't count)). So, I didn't get over the chicken shit thing, but Mike was an ass and asked her out for me. And I <3 him for it. I <3 him so much.

She said yes in case you didn't pick up on that. So I am now jumping for joy. Literally.

So yeah, grood. I mean good...and great. Great and good <3<3 and another <3 for good measure. <3

okay, one last random outburst. YAY!!!!
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.....*blank stare*
Date: Mar 25th, 2006 11:17:53 pm - Subscribe
Mood: better than usual


So, nothing new to report. Meh.

Beth wasn't at school wednesday, thursday, or friday, so I couldn't even attempt to ask her out. Hopefully she'll be there on monday. Most of the drama seems to be dying down. It doesn't look like I'll ever be friends with Vici, Ashley, or Erin again, but at least I'm not ripping my hair out over it anymore. I've more or less gotten over it. If they're going to be ass holes like this then I don't need them. I couldn't care less. So yeah, I'm pretty okay right now, which is pretty damn good considering how things have been going the past few months

P.S. This guy makes me laugh I know he's crying, but it really looks like there's shit comming out of his nose <3
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Da Weirdness... o_O
Date: Mar 21st, 2006 10:56:59 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Grood. I mean great. Great and good...and confused.


So, its the weirdest thing, I have a crush a man...sort of. I really, really like him, but I just can't get past the whole penis thing. He just moved here a week or two ago and he started hanging out with a bunch of my friends. He seemed fun. I saw him at the library after school on Saturday and we hung out for a while. My sister and I went to his house for a while and played video games. I think I've spent more time at his house since then than I have at my own.

I don't know. I'm confused as fuck right now. Everyone keeps saying "Oh well I guess your just bi" but the thing is, I'm no. I'm not at all attracted to him physically. I just like him. I don't think it could work out without him getting a sex change and since that's not going to be happening anytime soon I'm just going to have to give up. Oh well, we'll all float on.

I do have good news on the love life front though. Beth broke up with her girlfriend today. I don't know if I posted anything about Beth having a girlfriends in the first place, but she did. They started dating about two, maybe three months ago. But not anymore! Now I just have to work on that whole "I'm chicken shit" thing and work up the courage to ask her out. Maybe she'll even say yes *big hopeful smile* I shall try to keep you posted on how that works out but I'm kind of grounded at the moment so it might be difficult.
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I was way too angsty this morning.
Date: Mar 16th, 2006 4:23:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Zen is on the drob down list. teehee <3


That last post was way more angsty than it should have been. It's really not all that bad. I was in a mood this morning. I'm over it now. Just wanted to let you all know that I actually am ok before you read all that crap and freaked out. <3
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