I hate blog titles!
Date: Apr 6th, 2008 12:32:10 pm - Subscribe
Some things dont change do they? They simply cant and wont! haih.
Nothing YOU can do about it~
keep it to yourself even though it feels like something inside you is going to burst out if you dont tell how you feel.
but then you dont dare cos you think of the consequences.
will you still be friends of they knew the truth?
life is like this lor....
gotta learn those life lessons wan.
just get through it best you can la.
hard to be alive
Date: Apr 6th, 2008 2:03:31 am - Subscribe
Do i need some alone time? Give myself a timeout? Cos im damn scared of pissing people off. It seems so easy for me to piss somebody off... 2 at a time? 3 at a time? wow...its damn uncomfortable wan. Do wat i want. Then suffer the consequences. whoa...even though you dont really mean to do what you did. Or you don even REALISE if you did something OR did NOT do something...
Sometimes its just fear that keeps me away. I am terrified now. I am. Im terrified of something right now. But I think im already IN what im terrified of now. So it just...sucks. I dont know. I cant do anything about it. I cant un-do my emotions. I just wanna say.
Date: Feb 29th, 2008 3:40:06 pm - Subscribe
Too many things are changing far too quickly. Its getting a little hard to breath. Listening to the rain pouring down out my window helps me sleep. It soothes my heart. I wanna write a love song but i've never been in love. I tend to write lyrics according to what i've been through or going through now. So what i've to write is nothing interesting. Just like what I'm writing down now. Its not poetic. Its not beautiful. Its just words put together. I really want to write an honest song yet the words are so beautifully put together and moving. I love taking pictures. Not only for the outcome of it. Not only the technical part of it but i love to look at pictures and remember where i was. what everybody was doing. I love music. Music are the soundtrack to life. Sometimes I'd be in a situation and I'd think to myself which song would suit the feel of it? Then I'd play it in my mind. I like to watch the stars. If it wasnt so dangerous out there, I'd go outside my house and lie down on the playground silinders and stargaze. I love pepper. I thought I was gonna loose her last night. Got me scared. She's fine now thank God. I wanna be different from who I am. What I am.
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