puppy face

Jul 7th, 2008 10:56:54 pm - Subscribe

lovely things:: Interpol's Evil

You just can't refuse me anything. If you try I'll do the puppy face at ya. And you'll melt in your socksss.

I feel like some kind of a genius. I've finally figured out this whole putting up an image technique.

No call backs from my job.
Wasting away all day inside the house while the world outside steams away in this post heat wave heat. All I need are some undergarments; nobody can see my nakedness.
4th year registration still incomplete. Student loans not applied for. What classes to take?
Lots of food cooked up and consumed. I have become an eating machine of a woman.

Such is my summer so far. I have returned from my European adventure more tired than I have ever been in my life. No matter how much I sleep I am still as ragged and raw as I was on the other continent. It's the tired sickness. My bones ache, my head throbs, my stomach is in knots. I don't know what's happening to me. I'm emotionally drained but still find the time to invent new ways to make myself feel about my whole life situation.

Maybe if I stop being so fucking lazy..maybe then things will get better. I'll ride my bike. I'll make the effort to go out. Get some shifts if they'll take me back after the prolonged 'vacation'. Get my final university year under control. Maybe then I'll be a real girl?

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