Back to the notebook
Date: Jul 30th, 2006 12:04:36 am - Subscribe
Curent: music: "O' Salior" by Fiona Apple
Ok it's time to stop for the night.
Those are the only tired words that have escaped my mouth in hell knows how long.
Remember my issues with getting my story out of paper yesterday?
That is no longer an issue.
Now if only I could get it to stop.
After staring up at the sky for a while at about eight thrity the words came flowing from me like a broken dam.
This story that has been kicking, twisting and turning itself inside my head has finally dismissed itself from my body. Leaving me with a screaming headache, a cramped hand, and a notebook full of words.
*sighs* Well I'm significantly relived.
Back to the notebook!!!
Today pens tomorrow THE BEACH!
Quote of the day: "Hunger hurts but starving works." Fiona Apple.
She's just a shabby doll...
Date: Jul 28th, 2006 5:18:02 pm - Subscribe
Well today I started out with no motivation.
And now, close to the end of the day I still have none.
I intened to:
Clean my paint brushes.
Clean my room.
Write an art critque.
Do my history assignment.
Read the english book.
Clean my fish's tank.
I got around to about none of that today.
I just sat around. Finished "The Heart is Decitful Upon all Other Things."
Thought a little.
Decided that I should write, then didn't.
And that's what's really bothering me, I need to write, I have to write, I'm bursting with the words but I can't get them out in the right order.
That has never happened to me.
I can always get my words out exactly the way they place themselves in my mind but now.
Today I can't, I couldn't.
And it's fucking torture.
I don't know why the fuck this happens all the time but everyonce in a while, every few days I get so fatigued that I have to make myself fall on the floor just to get out of bed.
Most times that happens I end up spending the rest of the day on the floor.
Sometimes it lasts a day, sometimes a week.
Maybe I need more caffine? (scarcasm)
I hate this non-motivation shit. I usually am a person who does alot. All the time I have something to do.
No matter how much I hate it, I can't get out of it.
Like a leash almost, holding me down here.
haha my day just got a little brighter.
A David Hasslehoff video just came on.
David Hasslehoff= endless hours of entertainment at his expence.
Quote of the day:
"There's a girl in this dress
There's always a girl in distress
She's just a shabby doll." Elvis Costello
Do YOU know who Brian Warner is?
Date: Jul 27th, 2006 12:20:22 pm - Subscribe
*sits down, breathes*
I'M GOING TO GET TO GO TO JOHN MAYER'S SUMMER CONCERT WITH ALMOST FRONT ROW SEATING FOR MY SWEET SIXTEEN!!!!!!!!
I can't WAAAAAAAAIT!.
And all I wanted for my sweet sixteen was sme turpinetine.
I missed last time he came rollin' round here but this time...OHHHHH THIS TIME!
And if we don't get the almost front row seating that's ok, there's still lawn seats.
And sitting in the lawn is fine fine fine with me.
anywhere within a mile of La Mayer is fine fine fine with me.
I've decided that I've been on John Hatius for far far too long.
So I hear Lance Bass is gay.
I've been knowing since I was about nine...I didn't even have a gaydar then.
Congrats for comming out.
Congrats for being SO inconspicuous about it.
Now I'm not hating on the fellow rainbow follower.
WELCOME TO THE SOCIETY OF FAGS UN-ANONYMOUS!
Pull up an ottoman, stay a while.
SO! Everclear is back.
Back with "Hater"
Not as good as the songs back in the day.
But Art Alexakis is looking good. Youthful.
*sighs* my family is making fun of me for orgasiming over John Mayer.
So what if I'm sitting in my room sobbing over my computer while "Your Body is a Wonderland" is playing???
I'm starting to think that the coffee I had this morning was NOT decaf...
So um I'm going blog shopping.
take a peek.
Date: Jul 26th, 2006 11:31:54 pm - Subscribe
Curent: music: "How you see the world" by Coldplay
I have nothing to do these last summer days, yet I have so much to do.
More like I have alot to do that I don't want to do.
TOday was disasterous.
I had a job interview and I completely blew my chances of ever getting a job anywhere.
You see to start it all off. I came in nervous.
Not a good thing to come to an interview as.
Second I had to wait for twenty minuites, tell someone ELSE I was here for the interview then go back and wait.
I sat on the bench and sooner than I expected a woman (a double taking, paper dropping good looking woman) came up to me.
I had my headphones on, (my headphones are colossal) so I pulled them off with no reguard to what they do to my hair.
I was so nervous and I realized that this amazing looking woman was going to interview me. So naturally my mind blanked out.
I couldn't remember ANYTHING.
I realized something about myself today.
When I get nervous my memory goes DOWN.
I babbled on pointlessly, forgot the question, imporvised.
Augh, I'm never going to get this position.
I'm going to end up working at dress barnnnn!!!
I gotta Flickr account.
Finally I get to rhomp around the world and take the pictures I see.
Normally I see something picture worthy and wish that i could get into photography.
I've always wanted a picture blog and now look.
I have one.
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