She's just a shabby doll...
Date: Jul 28th, 2006 6:18:02 pm - Subscribe
Mood: fatigued
Well today I started out with no motivation.
And now, close to the end of the day I still have none.
I intened to:
Clean my paint brushes.
Clean my room.
Write an art critque.
Do my history assignment.
Read the english book.
Clean my fish's tank.
I got around to about none of that today.
I just sat around. Finished "The Heart is Decitful Upon all Other Things."
Thought a little.
Decided that I should write, then didn't.
And that's what's really bothering me, I need to write, I have to write, I'm bursting with the words but I can't get them out in the right order.
That has never happened to me.
I can always get my words out exactly the way they place themselves in my mind but now.
Today I can't, I couldn't.
And it's fucking torture.
I don't know why the fuck this happens all the time but everyonce in a while, every few days I get so fatigued that I have to make myself fall on the floor just to get out of bed.
Most times that happens I end up spending the rest of the day on the floor.
Sometimes it lasts a day, sometimes a week.
Maybe I need more caffine? (scarcasm)
I hate this non-motivation shit. I usually am a person who does alot. All the time I have something to do.
No matter how much I hate it, I can't get out of it.
Like a leash almost, holding me down here.
haha my day just got a little brighter.
A David Hasslehoff video just came on.
David Hasslehoff= endless hours of entertainment at his expence.
Quote of the day:
"There's a girl in this dress
There's always a girl in distress
She's just a shabby doll." Elvis Costello
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tron - July 29th, 2006 |
