omie's Blog

oh hello world
Date: Sep 3rd, 2007 1:50:54 am - Subscribe
Mood: rich


it's been quite a long time since i wrote my last blog. fiuh... and a new comment woke me up and i decided to write... here i am.

whats new with me??? quite alot, now i'm quite into teaching and soon, very soon gonna teach at school. not as a job but graduation requirement as it is i hope i can graduate soon. next year, 2008 will be such a tremendous time to graduate.

i'm working on my thesis, if only my lecturers would be more cooperative. i'm dealing with the wrong people. HOHOHO. besides that i also have some jobs, all parttime and so i still have times to spend [read: napping]

last big project i had was being an interpreter for this swedish and vietnamese who visited their company branch. for 4days i was stuffed by these languages of their business, and oh gosh! they also did the dirty talk and asked me to translate it, damn i was the only girl there. pretty much i was in the corner esp. when the vietnamese asked for a massage. Yaiks! he said "i need massage and i have money, rather than giving it to someone else, can you massage?" but i knew what he meant was a plus plus massage. and he was freaked out when he ordered for massager from the hotel they sent him an old lady. Hwakakak poor him.

then what else.... ah ya i've been in this circle of friendship, a dangerous one actually. but i'm a big girl who knows who i'm dealing with and how. but yet it was so sweet when i knew someone was worried about me being contiminated by that person. that person is a girl, older than me, who has so different perspective about life and love.
if i think so asian [by this i mean real ancient asian lol] she thinks the other way, she thinks she can sleep with anyone and anyone can sleep with anyone. totally not what i would like to think about. she's fun to be with sometimes, when you need someone to talk to. but what she discuss with you would be the same thing again and again. hehehe


one more thing, last night i dreamt about the he-who-may-not-be-named guy, no he's not voldemort. he was a guy in my past, recent past. he proposed me but then i found out that he was not more than a seed-spreader [gosh i love that term] and he lied to me about having a baby [or babies] with someone else. it was good to know it at the right time thou, thanks for the circle of my friends. so..... in that dream, i saw him i was behind him and i called him. as he saw me he gave me this weird stare and smile as if he was amused on how i was bold enough to say hi to him. still, even in that dream he was a jerk! i dunno why i dreamt about him dung dung dung.... that doomed english man!


what a story eh????


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Send your voice in a letter......
Date: Mar 1st, 2007 11:05:08 pm - Subscribe
Mood: missing people so much


Send your voice in a letter
In a way I can remember you better
With the words I know you’d say
On a vivid day in the end of May

Send your voice in a letter
Before this memory gets older
Show me places you’ve been
And those faces and souls you keen

Send your smile on the air
Though you’re not here, I think it’s fair
Coz when the warmth reach me
I know you give it sincerely……..


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younger man [in the middle of my tired time]
Date: Jan 17th, 2007 11:10:52 pm - Subscribe
Mood: capek deh


i'm f***ing tired with all these things, and when i finally talk to someone i really want to talk to, it doesnt go well. Isnt that such a crap??? i really want to cy, here and now.

tired body and soul, and no where to go....

nice thing that happened to me today was this junior in my school, i'm sure today that he likes me. i think he asked me out but...... my friend started to complain to the fact that i always got younger people[brondong], but it wasnt my fault right????
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a man on the escaping bus
Date: Jan 4th, 2007 12:22:23 am - Subscribe
Mood: mesmerized



It was a day when I ran away with Bépé to this forbidden place (it’s not as sinful as it sounds) and on the bus we took to avoid trouble I saw a man with his 4 or 5 children. I think they didn’t have big age difference to each other and they looked cute in their simple clothes which didn’t look like any other kids clothes. The man’s clothes also looked the same, he looked so ordinary but among the rest of us he looked extraordinary. He certainly caught my attention the second he stepped on the bus.

It took me ages to find out why he got a special place in my memory (when I told a friend about that man, he thought I had a crush on him) and the key was when I watched Lord of The Ring; The Return of The King. [In the end of the movie Samwise Gamgee comes home and his son runs to him, his wife and daughter wait in front of his little house surrounded by flowers]. That’s exactly what I could imagine that man had, he’s my Hobbit. And maybe he’s also my role model for something in the future.

Another story of another man on the escaping bus:

He sat next to me and as the bus rolling on the street I saw his reflection on the window. He was so near and yet so far, he had no idea I was looking at him. And it was one of the moments of my life, because instead of being anywhere else he chose to be there with me.

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i've lost that loving feeling....
Date: Dec 8th, 2006 11:36:12 pm - Subscribe
Mood: no love


it just popped into my mind suddenly that i dont feel or sense like before. even when i sing "top of the world" or those cartoons theme songs, i lose the sense. that's terrible..

long before that.........
one night before i go to sleep i thought about someone and a reality showed, he's never liked me-not that much. so many times i've seen it but denial was easier.

the next morning i like him less
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