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MONICA!!

wanna go see the princess diaries 2 movie on sunday? hey! you wanna go to the EM together? O.o I WANNA SEE YOU!!! sad.gif


so marty left. and i'm living. but i kinda feel numb. like i'm cut off from emotions. i've gotten 2 calls from him so far. which would equal to daily calls since he left on monday. he bought me a kate spade bag but i told him to return it or i'm just sending it straight back to him. :]]


and through it all
he offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether i'm right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
i know that life won't break me
when it comes to call
he won't forsake me
i'm loving angels instead
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Mood: sad
spinning: angels . jessica simpson

subrosa gone Aug 10th, 2004 12:04:09 am - Subscribe
and so..

he's in boston as of right now. 12:45am EST. and i miss him already. sad.gif

i got a goodbye call from him this morning. and my heart almost broke in two knowing that i wasn't going to see him again until november. TT__________TT

a part of me wishes that i let him transfer to the udub and the other part is glad that i made him stick with his university in boston. i miss him though. i'm fine and everything. it's just a hard transition. i wonder what he's doing..? haha probably scoping out the chicks.. well. that's not very funny. i just hope he's suffering from jetlag and it's in a comatose like state. ;]] just kidding. i trust him so it's all good.

i love and miss him. definitely will live my own life, my way just as i promised myself. but i wanna feel his hug one last time.. T.T
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Mood: so-so
spinning: miss you . darren hayes

subrosa lonely Aug 8th, 2004 1:50:09 am - Subscribe
tomorrow is NOT sunday.

monday is NOT one day away.

marty is NOT going to be leaving me.

my heart is NOT going to be torn in two..

cry.gif sad.gif
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Mood: sad
spinning: i do [cherish you] . 98 degrees

subrosa breathe Aug 7th, 2004 1:05:36 am - Subscribe
everything is alright

if i just breathe.


i need to remind myself to breathe sometimes.. >.<

today kinda sucked. was kinda good. life's just blah now unless i'm with other pple. life's just taken a turn for the worst..
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Mood: gloomy
spinning: breathe on me . britney spears

subrosa alone Aug 6th, 2004 2:40:15 am - Subscribe
i was once all alone in this world.

without a real friend
a hand to hold
someone to confide in
lean for support
someone who will catch me when i fall


i'm still all alone.. cuz there's no one in this world that will do that for me. if they should read this, they'll talk of fake words that have no meaning or an ounce of truth behind them. they take what they want and leave me with nothing.

this world sucks. i wish i was gone
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Mood: cynical
spinning: crawling . linkin park