its not a story, its not a song, its only love...

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Nov 18th, 2005 5:14:18 am - Subscribe
ring ring

'can i ask you a favor?'
'sure'
'those entries-'
'yeah i'm done with that'
'well could you delete them? cause i don't need that'
'yeah sure'

*click.*

i don't see what the big deal is.
this is our blog.
about us.
and just because you don't use it doesn't mean i have to stop.

whatever.
bye.

[3 know there's nothing better]

[mood | fine]


Feb 27th, 2005 5:49:02 am - Subscribe
a simple song of hope.




"Baby don't worry cause now I
got your back. And every time you feel like crying, I'm gonna try and make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company through those days so long and black. And we'll just keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve of Love's uneven remainder, our lives are fractions of a whole."


this just makes me think of us.

love,
manda



[2 know there's nothing better]

[mood | lucky]


Feb 18th, 2005 6:17:03 am - Subscribe
2 . 17/18 . 05

skateduluth218 (11:18:21 PM): i love you
a Zephyr 2142 (11:18:41 PM): i love you!
skateduluth218 (11:18:53 PM): kiss?
a Zephyr 2142 (11:19:39 PM): *kisses* x a gagillion
skateduluth218 (11:19:50 PM): *kiss**kiss**kiss**kiss**kiss**kiss*!!!!!!!
skateduluth218 (11:19:52 PM): x infinity
a Zephyr 2142 (11:20:16 PM): muah
skateduluth218 (11:20:26 PM): aww
skateduluth218 (11:20:33 PM): you're the best amanda rose
a Zephyr 2142 (11:20:41 PM): nope
a Zephyr 2142 (11:20:42 PM): you are
skateduluth218 (11:21:06 PM): equal
skateduluth218 (11:21:49 PM): you fell in love with me when i posted ask me to dance?
skateduluth218 (11:21:54 PM): i love you!!
a Zephyr 2142 (11:24:10 PM): i love you!
a Zephyr 2142 (11:24:11 PM): yeah
a Zephyr 2142 (11:24:15 PM): i donno... i still think about when you posted that song
skateduluth218 (11:24:22 PM): really?
a Zephyr 2142 (11:24:29 PM): yeah
a Zephyr 2142 (11:24:30 PM): i donno
skateduluth218 (11:24:33 PM): have youn listened to it yet?
a Zephyr 2142 (11:24:34 PM): we weren't even talking
a Zephyr 2142 (11:24:36 PM): i just read it
a Zephyr 2142 (11:24:39 PM): no
a Zephyr 2142 (11:24:45 PM): i read it a couple times
a Zephyr 2142 (11:24:48 PM): it made me sad
a Zephyr 2142 (11:25:02 PM): i think that's when i realized that i hurt you mostly
skateduluth218 (11:25:09 PM): :-\
a Zephyr 2142 (11:25:11 PM): and i wanted to make it better
skateduluth218 (11:25:18 PM): you did
skateduluth218 (11:25:28 PM): by instant messaging me that day
skateduluth218 (11:25:41 PM): and getting things back to normal with us
skateduluth218 (11:27:18 PM): the minute we started talking again i felt so much better
skateduluth218 (11:27:31 PM): i had the worst butterflies i've ever had that day and i couldn't stop smiling
a Zephyr 2142 (11:28:20 PM): really?
skateduluth218 (11:28:24 PM): yeah!
skateduluth218 (11:28:57 PM): i thought i'd lost you forever. and then all of the sudden it was like i had another chance
skateduluth218 (11:29:26 PM): and i was dumb that i didn't do anything about it sooner but eventually i did and it was the best thing i've ever done
a Zephyr 2142 (11:29:38 PM): i love you
skateduluth218 (11:29:50 PM): i love you amanda maly
skateduluth218 (11:31:18 PM): everynight before i go to bed i close my eyes and whisper "thank you god for her" "goodnight amanda rose" and "i love you"
a Zephyr 2142 (11:31:31 PM): i love you so much
a Zephyr 2142 (11:31:34 PM): i wish you were here
skateduluth218 (11:31:42 PM): i wish i was there too
a Zephyr 2142 (11:32:08 PM): dustin i feel so tired
skateduluth218 (11:32:09 PM): i honestly do that though
skateduluth218 (11:32:13 PM): every night
a Zephyr 2142 (11:32:15 PM): i just want to crawl into bed with you
a Zephyr 2142 (11:32:20 PM): and sleep for a long time
a Zephyr 2142 (11:32:28 PM): that's beautiful
a Zephyr 2142 (11:32:37 PM): you are the most amazing person
skateduluth218 (11:32:45 PM): only because i have you
skateduluth218 (11:33:56 PM): you should get to bed sweeheart. you have to wake up early

[2 know there's nothing better]

[mood | madly in love]


Jan 20th, 2005 6:01:32 am - Subscribe
dear amanda rose...

dear amanda rose,

you are my everything.
you are the sole reason why i choose to breathe in and out each day.
you're face is the first thing i see when i wake up and the last thing i see before bed.
i see you in my dreams everynight,
i think about you throughout the entire day.

i love you amanda rose maly.
with all of my heart.
words can't even begin to describe the feelings i have for you.
and i've never felt this way before.
ever since i've met you you've given my life meaning.

i want to spend the rest of my life with you.
will you spend it with me?
i promise i'll never treat you wrong or hurt you in any way.
i'll never lie or cheat.
but most of all,
i'll never stop loving you.

i love you being near me.
i'll admit it, i still get butterflies when i see your face for just a second.
you mean the world to me.

i love when we're holding hands,
when i hold you in my arms,
when we kiss,
when we cuddle and watch movies,
when you tell me you love me,
when you're happy,
when you're sad,
when you're mad,
when you're tired,
when we breath the same,
when we say the same thing,
when we walk the same,
whenever i'm around you.
you.

and the best part of all of this...
is knowing you feel the exact same way about me.

be with me forever amanda.

love,
dustin

[2 know there's nothing better]

[mood | happy]


Dec 18th, 2004 7:59:43 am - Subscribe
update.

the fifteenth was our fifth month together. and i swear everyday just keeps getting better and better.

christmas is coming soon. i get to see her face light up when she unwraps her presents.

i love you amanda rose.
love,
dustin

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