onthemetro's Blog

double nil...
Date: Jan 10th, 2005 10:54:52 pm - Subscribe
Mood: conflicted
quote of the day: i used to think i knew my way around this town, but i'm always getting lost... (her space holiday - sleepy california)...

anyway... i'm new... i'm rambling...

suzi and i've been trying so hard to keep our hopes down, but i think it's safe to say we've lost ourselves to it... the temptation of the west coast, the grand idea of a new life together... we've been pointing fingers, peering into atlases, mapping out the route we'll take to get there sooner... packing the things most important to me before we've ever even found out for sure if we'll be going... if josiah isn't stationed in san diego, i'm left with three options... go anyway (which wouldn't be as simple, because suzi wouldn't be going with me), move to whatever city in whatever state he happens to be stationed in (which could be virginia, which would be a subtle two-year torture), or stay right here, where i'm restless and suffocated, unemployed and bored out of my skull... either way, suzi won't be coming with me if josiah isn't there...

my new tattoo is itching...

i think i'll go for a drive...
Comments: (1)

saint - January 11th, 2005 Why won't Suzi go with you without Josiah, why does it matter, and what is Suzi's relationship to you and Josiah? I'm confused.

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