outoforder's Blog

an update
Date: Jan 17th, 2006 4:50:33 am - Subscribe
Mood: hollow


so i'm really happy with him now. i don't know what it is, ireally think it was break, because i'm in love with him. he makes me happy, and that's what i deserve.

other than that, school's started again and i'm not too stoked about that. esp when i see HIM 3x a week bugging the shit out of me, i hate him i really do. its one of those hatesyou know you really don't mean because you know that if he begged you back for forgiveness, you'll take him back. because that's exactly what i did, and knowing my stupid self, i might do it again. even though he's ugly, he gained weight, he doesn't give a shit about me, he's an ass and so forth.

i miss my family. i hate being at school so far away because i never get to see them. as disgusting as that sounds, i do miss them and i wish school was closer to home. i should start a scrapbook or something to remember stuff.

why are people so infatuated with other people's lives? take the golden globes for instance. people buy magazines, waste money reading about other people's lives. people live vicariously through other people. random shit.

i hate running but i love it. i hate it because it hurts. i love it because i feel like all my fat is going byebye. i'm tired as hell.
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