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fucking bad week - Subscribe
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1. i hate bad weeks. 2. i hate dentists 3. i hate boyfriends that don't call you back 4. i hate girls who are skinny 5. i hate girls who are skinny and pretty 6. i hate staying up late and being tired 7. i hate working on friday nights 8. i hate being away from home 9. i hate exes that are happy 10. i hate guys that fuck you over 11. i hate the sound of cars out of the window 12. i hate physics quizzes 13. i hate feeling ugly 14. i hate feeling fat 15. i fucking hate hating |
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yep Oct 15th, 2005 8:29:24 pm - Subscribe
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And sometimes when you're on You're really fucking on And your friends they sing along And they love you But the lows are so extreme That the good seems fucking cheap And it teases you for weeks in its absence But you'll fight and you'll make it through You'll fake it if you have to And you'll show up for work with a smile And you'll be better You'll be smarter More grown up and a better daughter or son And a real good friend And you'll be awake You'll be alert You'll be positive though it hurts And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends And you'll be a real good listener You'll be honest You'll be brave You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful You'll be happy |
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wow. Oct 17th, 2005 6:09:30 am - Subscribe
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i don't think i'll ever be content with myself, really. let's see, i've been on a diet for as long as i can remember. i want to be skinny. i want to be pretty. most importantly, i kinda just want to be happy. like genuinely happy, not that bullshit "it's a sunny day i'm happy" i pull off sometimes. i know, i'm a goddamn mess. |
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on a brighter note Oct 19th, 2005 3:46:08 am - Subscribe
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i failed my ochem midterm. i tripped. i scraped my knee. i let my hand bleed. i felt like throwing up. i hate a bombass dinner. i think i gained a thousand pounds. i did some homework. my dad got in a car accident last night. 5-car and his flipped over. that makes me scared to drive. thank god he's okay. |
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so unrelentingly lazy Oct 31st, 2005 10:17:44 pm - Subscribe
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i need to get to work. the thing is, i really don't want to. i'm so unmotivated it makes me disgustingly sick of myself. i need to get on top of things and i know i should, but i let myself do this and i suck ass. i'm not being harsh because i'm not doing too great in my classes and i'm going to fail if i don't decide to stop being so fucking lazy with everything. on the bright side, there really isn't a bright side. the boyfriend is good, i'm falling for him. halloween sucks on a monday, but i had my share of fun this weekend. i'm stressingout from school and breaking out. i'm tired all the time. i'm lazy all the time. i need motivation. i need inspiration. damnit where do i find that shit. yeah. that's it. i typed lazy 3 times. |