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i like him - Subscribe
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i like him - Subscribe
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and that makes me happy
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i should quit earl\'s Sep 7th, 2005 3:22:53 pm - Subscribe
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"I've learned one thing, and that's to quit worrying about stupid things. You have four years to be irresponsible here. Relax. Work is for people with jobs. You'll never remember class time, but you'll remember the time you wasted hanging out with your friends. So, stay out late. Go out with your friends on a Tuesday when you have a paper due on Wednesday. Spend money you don't have. Drink 'til sunrise. The work never ends, but college does..." |
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a wow feeling Sep 8th, 2005 4:25:26 am - Subscribe
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i haven't felt like this in a long time. went bowling with him, met his brother and his brother's friends. he kicked my ass. and then we just hung out, and i had so much fun. gosh i'm such a giddy little freak right now, and that makes me so happy!! ugh, gag me. ugh, i'm stealing his lines. ugh, i'm wearing his canada sweater! |
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this song is always in my head Sep 9th, 2005 4:14:58 am - Subscribe
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matchbox twenty-bed of lies i still think about him. but i don't want to think about thinking about him because it makes me think about him even more and i don't need that. because i'm trying to get him out of my life. i absolutely hate talking to drew on the phone. he just sucks at it and i feel that he has no interest in me whatsoever when we talk on the phone. we connect so much better in person. is that a strange thing? i also don't like thinking i'm fat. because it just makes me feel even fatter and useless. i want to be more like nicole cross. because she's so skinny and she can control her cravings. i hate feeling fat and never not feeling fat. that's so asian girl status of me. that's so girl status of me. tim's birthday today. i didn't get him anything because i didn't want him to fall for me. i felt kind of bad, but i felt it was necessary for him not to get anything from me. so maybe he would think i'm a bad person, which is a good thing. school's starting soon and i'm not looking forward to it. i'm enjoying being here so much that it makes me sad to think otherwise. especially since i'm falling for a guy. sigh sigh and more sigh. keane reminds me soo much of him it's disgusting. i need to change the song. i love chinese music. i want to date a chinese boy sometimes. i lost my keys today and found them at urban outfitters. good job chris. i'm such a lameass. tanya's last day of work tomorrow. umm..i'm sad about that. i'm going to go now. i'm tired of typing and i want to sleep with drew's sweater and make it smell like me so he'll like me more. |
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i hate ucsd Sep 12th, 2005 5:38:41 am - Subscribe
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| umm..need i explain more right now? no. |