outoforder's Blog

happy valentines day
Date: Feb 15th, 2006 2:04:41 am - Subscribe
Mood: regretful


yeah so here i am sitting at the library on what's supposed to be love day. i have someone on this day, but for some reason i feel almost alone as ever. and i don't really know why. i have someone, i should be happy. i should be happy he's there, he's forgiving, he's kind, but it's not that. there's something missing. and that missing something is ruining this entire relationship i spent 5 whole months trying to work out. but there's nothing wrong. maybe that's the problem? i feel so numb to this relationship, sometimes i don't think it even exists. at least that's how i'm feeling about it. my heart's not in it, my mind, i'm just out of it. and he doesn't deserve it. and i have nothing to show for it.

nothing at all. i'm such a bitch.
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