outoforder's Blog

meh.
Date: Dec 6th, 2005 7:10:08 pm - Subscribe
Mood: screwed


so i'm feeling a little bit better than last night. i think it was my period taking over all parts of my emotion, which i need to not do.

my final's in 3 hours, and i don't feel quite ready, but i've become settled with the fact that it's okay to mess up. pick yourself up and try again. isn't that what's life about? to forgive?

i was always sure of myself that people who cheat on others are the worst and don't deserve a second chance. what happens when you cheat on someone? does that mean that they're really not for you? and why do people cheat?

that whole night just replays in my head like that scene from sexandthecity. big haunts carrie like the way he haunts me. the thing is, my life is not some fairytale ending. i'm not going to be with him because it's just not going to happen. he's too cocky and i'm just 2nd best. i'm being way too selfish.

second best doesn't get anywhere.
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